When I wake I feel Josh's arms practically strangling me. One arm is weaved around my waist and the other is around my chest. It feels like he's holding on for dear life. He mumbles something in his sleep that I can't quite make out. His hold tightens. I look over to the clock and see that it's 10:05 am. Time to get up, I guess. I try moving but it doesn't work. He's just too strong. Josh shifts a bit at my action. After another five minutes of me trying to get out of his grasp I hear a yawn from behind me. "Morning, beautiful."
I hear him half yawn out. I roll my eyes. He climbs out of bed in just boxer briefs. He goes to put some clothes on and I remember that we're going to breakfast instead of just making some at home. I get up and shower. After that I try to cover up the hickeys, that now cover my neck and chest, with concealer. It works out surprisingly well. Josh is ready by now and waiting for me. He told me that where we are going is a secret and a soon to be surprise. After I got dressed in
I headed down stairs. Josh looks up from his phone and smiles. I smile back and walk over to him. "Ready?" He asks. "Yup!" I responded. He said that I will get rewarded if I'm a good girl but punished if I'm bad. I might as well be nice.
He leads me out to the car and opens my door for me like a gentleman. I mutter out a thanks and get in. He gets into the driver's seat and starts driving. "So, how are you feeling?" He asks out of nowhere. "I feel like fucking shit." I answer honestly. "Language." He scolds me. "I'm sorry for my language sir, but I'm sure that you raping me is just fine." I say sarcastically forgetting who I'm talking to. "What did you say, kitten?" He says his voice darker. "Sorry." I mutter. "You better be sorry." He says. The rest of the ride there was silent. He suddenly reaches over and cups my face with his hand. He turns my face to his and we kiss. It's amazing. Everything is falling into place. Until...
Crash!
I rolled down the hill, blood seeping through my clothes. I heard cry's of terror and disgust. I couldn't see anything but I knew my hair knotted over my face. I couldn't feel anything but pain. How could this happen a second time? I heard Josh yell something but I couldn't understand him. I struggled for air but instead only got my hair tangled deep into my throat. My once perfect body was now mangled to the point of un repair. I felt like I was being lifted onto something. I blacked out.
I wake up feeling nothing but pain, once again. I'm connected to all sorts of tubes. I see Josh sleeping in the corner of the room. He wakes when he hears my slight movement. His eyes sparkle. "Thank god you're awake!" He says. Rights after that I fall back into unconscious.
I see something bright. It's white. "I missed you." I feel someone caress my left cheek. I tilt my head confused. "It's me, your real mother." She says. Real mother? "Your other mother isn't your real mom. She's a fake." She says sadly. I nod my head slowly. That explains a lot. "I'm sorry I killed myself. I regret leaving you in her wicked hands." She goes on. "I-It's okay." I stutter out. "No, it's not. But now that you're here I won't let anyone ever hurt you again." She says hugging me. "Am I dead?" I ask. "Yes, sweetie." She says.
I look down at the floor and can see Josh sobbing over my dead form. "We tried killing you before you got into any trouble but that didn't turn out as planned." She chuckles. I think back to the first time I crashed my car. I sigh finally at peace with life even though I'm lifeless.
You let me be gone, Josh.
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Let Me Be Gøne 🗝 {Jøsh Dun x Reader}
Fanfiction(Y/N) gets to go to a Twenty Øne Piløts concert, and escapes her awful home life, for a few hours. On her way home from it she has a near death experience. Josh and Tyler find her laying on the cold hard ground in the woods. Josh lets her stay at hi...