Let Me Be Gøne 🗝 {Jøsh Dun x Reader}

Cum Here ~ Seven

         I wake with the feeling of someone's arm being thrown around me. It pulls me into a chest. Oh, it's just Josh. He rests his head on my shoulder and starts to drift off. I decide to fall back asleep too since there's not much else that I can do with his arm wrapped around me like this. It's like a prison that will never let me free.

          I wake up feeling someone or something poking me in my lower back. Josh's arms are still tightly secured around me so I can't really move. Even though I can't see what it is I think I already know. I cringe at the thought. How is he horny in his sleep? Maybe he's having a wet dream. Hopefully it's not about me.

       He slightly moans in my ear. I try to move my head away but I'm sadly unsuccessful. I can feel his boner twitching and it makes me jump every time 'it' does. I hear a yawn behind me. "Oh, so you are awake. You know, it's not nice to pretend like you're sleeping when you're actually not. Tsk tsk tsk, kitten." I shiver. He knew I wasn't sleeping. Shit. This can't be good. "Would you like to help me with something." He whispers lustfully into my ear while grinding into my butt. "N-no." I answer shakily. "Wrong answer kitten." He throws himself over me so that both of his hands are placed over my shoulders and his legs are outside of mine. He breathes heavily into my ear. "Would you like to know what I was dreaming about, kitten?" He asks. "No." I answer. He softly chuckles. "I was dreaming about you. You were in front of me sucking my dick until I cum. Sadly I ended the dream before I had the chance too. Would you like to finish off the dream in real life?" I shake a bit knowing that I don't have a choice. 

           "U-um, I'm guessing that I don't have a c-choice..." I shakily answer. "That's right, kitten. Now, kneel in front of me." He climbs off of me and sits on the edge of the bed. I unwillingly get up and kneel in front of him. He slides off his boxers. He takes his member into his hand and starts stroking it slowly. "This will be your punishment for trying to fool me." Josh says darkly. It scares me how serious he is right now. I've never done this before. He takes my hand and guides it up and down his length. He moans softly. He takes his hand off of mine but I keep rubbing his throbbing dick. After a bit he takes my hair in his hands and forces his dick down my throat. He guides my head up and down his member. I can hear his moaning getting louder and his breathing turning into panting. After a bit he cum's in my mouth and puts his hand over my mouth forcing me to swallow. After that he pulls me back onto the bed. He forces me into my back, laying down. He slowly pulls off my pants and soon my panties. I struggle against him. He can't do this. It's rape. I thought he liked me. I try closing my legs together but Josh forces them apart. "Cmon you'll like it." He says, impatient. "N-no, I can't. I don't want to. Please just leave me alone!" He groans. A few tears slip out of my eyes. He brings his head down to my clit and gives it a long lick. I tense up and surprisingly moan. I feel heat rush to my face and Josh smirks. He does it again but this time doesn't stop. I turn into a moaning mess. 

         I can't help it and I hate it. I have no control over my body and I know I'm going to regret this later. He gets off of me and grabs a condom. Shit. This is actually going to happen. There's no going back. He slides it on his erect cock. I have to admit, I understand why girls go crazy over him. I mean, he looks like he's at least seven inches long. He comes back over to me and climbs on top of me. He pushes the tip at my entrance, teasing me. He looks into my eyes. He notices the tears running down my face. He gently wipes them away. He kisses me passionately. He slides his dick into my pussy. I cringe at the all too familiar feeling. I silently cry while Josh just keeps moaning. Every once in awhile he'll whisper that it's going to be ok and that he's trying to be gentle. Even after he cum's in me it's still painful. "J-Josh, you can stop n-now." I choke out. "Oh right, sorry." He says remembering that I'm in a lot of pain. He slides out of me and throws his condom away after knotting it so that the cum won't escape. I lay there unable to move because of the pain. 

         He climbs back into bed and starts cuddling into me. I try to get out of his grasp but it doesn't work. He just tightens his grip on me. He falls asleep with his arms around my waist and his head in between my neck and my head. I lay wide awake. My whole lower half hurts in agony. He says that he was trying to be gentle but he knew that I still haven't recovered from my brothers friend. Yet he still decided to hurt me. I have a hunch that he won't let me leave even if I ask. I have this feeling that I won't leave even if he lets me though. I hate it too. He can be so kind and sweet one minute but the next rough and dominating.