Dreams, Nø, Nightmares ~ Eight

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        About three hours later I feel Josh stir in his sleep. By now I've grown tired, or maybe it's just boredom. My muscles are sore and my thighs are bruised. My body aches all over and I hate it. After what seems like forever Josh finally takes his arm off of me and turns to his right. I sit up and yawn. I get up to go to the bathroom but I hear Josh yawn from behind me. "Where er you goin?" I hear Josh tiredly say. "To the bathroom, why?" I ask suddenly curios. "Because I'm not done with you yet." He says, the tiredness seeming to disappear from his words. "O-oh, um..." I choke out. He softly chuckles and sits up.

      I turn around to face him. "Come here." He says, patting the space next to him. I wearily go over to him and sit down. He puts his hand under my chin and tilts it up so that I make eye contact with him. "I'm sorry if I hurt you that badly. I can see that you walk with a limp now." He smirks. "Just so you know, that was as punishment. If you do something good for daddy I will reward you. Understand, kitten?" His eyes become hooded and he all together becomes serious. "Y-yes." I answer. "Good, now go ahead and tend to your needs." 

       I get up and walk out of the room. I feel disgusting and used. I should shower. He might get mad though. When I get to the bathroom I look at the time on the clock and it says 4:20 am. I decide it's best that I just go back to bed and get some more sleep. I do my nightly routine and head back to the bedroom. When I get there Josh is waiting for me. He smiles when I walk in. He's still in the same position he was in when I walked out of the room. "You look tired, do you want to get some more sleep before we get breakfast?" He asks me. "Sure." I said before climbing into the bed and laying down. He laid down next to me, spooning me. We fell asleep like that. It kind of felt... peaceful.

       I had a dream that night. 'Come here you fucking slut.' What? Who said that? It sounds very similar. 'Do what he said or i'll beat your ass." That was definitely my brothers voice. That means... Scott? I can't see anything. Just black. I can't move either. I hear them chuckle. I then realized something... Josh saved me from all of this. That's why I can't leave him, he has done way to much to help me escape from my life. I could be back at that house. Having a three some with my brother and Scott. Thank you Josh.Thank you so fucking much.

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