Let Me Be Gøne 🗝 {Jøsh Dun x Reader}

Kitten ~ Six

       I feel 'it' at my entrance. 'Please god no.' He pushes in and I scream out. He doesn't give me anytime to adjust and just keeps going. He groans and moans in my ear. His hot breath bothers me even more. After a few minutes I feel 'it' twitch and he cum's. He pulls out before he has the chance to get me pregnant. His cum goes all over my stomach. He collapses on top of me and falls asleep. I just a shiver. And shiver. Over. And over again. I need Josh. He makes me feel safe. I have no other option so I fall asleep too. I wake up cold. All of my clothes are full off but he's gone. Good. His cum is still all over me though. I get up. Put on my clothes. And walk out. I go to the door. I grab who ever's keys I see first. 

         I hear stumbling down the stairs, I run out of the house. I go into the only car that's parked in the driveway. I drive away. I'm never, ever coming back. I drive to Josh's house. Thankfully, I still remember the house number. When I get there I see another car in the driveway. Josh's. I knock on the door. He opens it. He immediately pulls me into a hug. I hug back, crying. "What happened to you?!" He asks, worry obviously in his voice. "I-I got kidnapped by my b-brothers friend. It turns out that my b-brother faked his suicide. His friend came home drunk l-last night. He came up to my room a-and... raped me." I'm barely able to choke out the last part. Josh looks at me horrified. "O-oh... I'm so sorry. You're staying here with me. You're not going back there ever again. I promise I'll keep you safe." Josh says a bit possessive. "O-ok thank you so m-much." I say back. "Yeah, no problem." He smiles. He then pulls me into a hug. He kisses me instead of hugging me, though. I return the kiss. He slips his tongue in my mouth. He lightly bites my lip. He stops and looks into my (E/C) eyes.

           "Sorry, I couldn't help myself. You just look so fucking hot... how could that guy take you away from me? I was supposed to be your first." He says all of the sudden being super overprotective. I don't know what to say so I just keep gasping for air still breathless from the kiss. He smirks at my reaction. He picks me up bridal style and carries me up to his room. When we get there he gently lays me on his bed. "You know, when I saw that you weren't here but your phone was I panicked a little. Now that you're back I'm honestly so relieved. I want to tell you something too. Don't you ever leave me again. Do you hear me?" All of the gentleness has left his voice. It's a bit scary. "Oh, ok." I say unsure how his mood will be next. He leans in close to my ear and whispers "You did this to yourself you know. It's not my fault that I'm possessive. It's your fault that you strut around like you want me to fuck you on the floor."

            I shiver although his breath feels like it's as hot as fire. I can feel his smirk. He looked so innocent. Up on stage with Tyler I mean. But right now I'm scared for my virginity. Oh wait, that's gone. I tense up remembering last night. "Are you scared, kitten?" What did he just call me? Kitten? Oh no. It can't be. I expected him to be a normal twenty eight year old boy. But he has a daddy kink. This isn't going to work out. "Answer the question, kitten." He says more aggressively. I shudder. "I don't know how to answer to t-that." I answer honestly. "You answer by being honest, obviously." He squeezes my thigh. By now he's moved completely over top of me. His knee is in between my thighs slightly rubbing against my core. He's teasing me. "Y-yes then." He chuckles.

           "That's exactly what I wanted to hear." I frown. He suddenly jolts his knee into my core and I yelp in surprise and because it hurts a little. He smirks yet again. He shoves his tongue back into my mouth and starts biting my lip. His phone suddenly rings causing me to jump in surprise and him to groan in annoyance. He gets off of me and takes out his phone. He answers then leaves the room. I shake furiously in the bed. What even just happened? Honestly. He seems so innocent. But... he's just not. He walks back into the room about five minutes later. I act like I'm asleep. He softly chuckles and kisses my forehead. "Tyler needs me for something, I'll be back in a few hours." He softly whispers into my ear. He then walks out. I don't get up or anything because I didn't get much sleep yesterday and I'm actually quite tired.