Let Me Be Gøne 🗝 {Jøsh Dun x Reader}

Dying Always Seemed Like A Gøød Idea Until Nøw ~ Three

My mind goes blank. My brothers dead? He's the one I kinda liked. "W-what a-about my b-belongings?" "I don't care. I'll throw them out on the street and you can come pick them up. If they get taken oh well it's not my problem." she says. "O-ok." Why would my brother say that I did that? I thought he liked me, kinda. I'm now homeless. I'm afraid to go home. I could always... crash!

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       I wake up on the side of the road. I try moving but it hurts. I look around me. My cars upside down, a whole side from it is missing, that must've been how I fell out. My belongings are scattered over the ground. I can see my phone, old cups and bags, papers, and old jewelry. I look at my legs. There's blood all over them. They hurt like hell too. I don't see any other cars or people around. I'm in some type of forest though. How am I going to get out of here? It's pitch black out and I'm pretty sure both of my legs are broken and maybe one of my arms. I hear a faint voice. "She's over here, I swear Tyler." "Your going crazy, she's not here." "Yeah, whatever." I hear footsteps and twigs and leaves breaking. 

         I need to get up. Before they find me. I try moving again but only end up groaning in pain. "See!? I told you!" "Josh, shhhh. People are sleeping." "Sorry, sorry." I see a bright yellow color. It's fluffy. I feel myself getting picked up. I try to flail my arms but they won't move. I pass out. I wake up in someone's house. It's beautiful. I hear the door open. Josh walks in. Josh? Oh my god. It's Josh Dun. "Hi!" I try to speak but nothing comes out. "H-hi?" I manage. "I didn't think you were actually going to try and kill yourself." He says, looking surprised. "I-I didn't e-either." "You're safe now though. So, what happened?" 

          "My m-mother called me a-again. I answered. She said that my b-brother k-killed h-himself. In his suicide note it said that I-I called him worthless. I didn't though. My mother never w-wanted to see me again and that I'm h-homeless. All I remember after that are... bright lights. And a l-loud car horn." My stuttering needs to calm the fuck down. "Oh, did you like your brother?" "When he wasn't hurting m-me yes." "Well, I'm sorry for your loss... if it makes you feel any better... you can stay here until you heal. Of course I'll take you to the hospital but when you're taken out of there... I understand that you can't go back home." "When will you take me to the hospital?" "Right after you eat." 

          "Okay." I try moving again but end up just cringing for the pain. "Um, actually can we just go now?" I ask. "Of course! Whatever you need." Josh answers. He picks me up and carries me to his car. He puts me in the passenger seat then closes my door. He then walks around the car and goes into the driver's seat. He starts the car and we drive in silence all the way to the hospital. Once we get there, we check in and in showed to a room. "Hey, after your done in the hospital you can go back to my house but I won't be there. Me and Tyler still have to do The Emotional Road. We're also already behind schedule so I have to leave, sorry." "Oh I'll be fine! I totally understand!" "Ok, thanks!" Josh says running out of the room.

Time skip because a story without Josh Dun in it isn't Josh fun

         It's been three months since I last saw Josh. He would every so often text me but that's about it. I fell in love with him. I'm at his house right now waiting eagerly for the tour to end. I'm in way better shape than I was that night. Josh is supposed to come home tomorrow. I'm afraid he'll kick me out of his house since I'm almost all healed, kind of. I'm legs are still broken but their slowly healing. My arm in almost all better. And the scrapes and cuts have all healed. I'm going to take a nap and hopefully when I wake up it will be the next day. 

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         I wake up and immediately look outside. The sky is a light orange tinted with red and yellow. That means it's morning. I hear a knock on the door. I jump out of bed and try to run but with my legs it's just a lot of limping. I open the door and see... a girl? "Um, hi?" I say slightly confused. "Hi, where's Josh?" She asks a bit rudely. "He's still on tour, who are you?" I ask hoping it's not who I think it is. "Debby Ryan." Great. Just great.