Does your feeling always matter most to everyone but mine, to no one?
Does it matters that you forget your food but I got none and no one cares?
Does it matter if I was depressed, alone, scared while on the other side you have smile on your faces everyday?
Does it matter if I was on the verge of hurting myself?
Does it matter if I was on the verge of crying?
Does it matter if I want to run away
Does it matter if I hang out with the crowds, doing wrong things?
Am I not your first priority now?
Am I not on your 'care' list?
Am I not the greatest person you got right now?
Am I in your way?
Am I always annoying you?
Am I not a great person anymore?
Am I a living disaster to you?
Am I? Don't I matter to you anymore?
YOU ARE READING
Venting/life
RandomI write what I think I'm feeling. Just needed these in a permanent place. Ps...if I don't make sense in any of these, please forgive. These all takes like a minute to write and I don't bother re-reading to fix my mistakes.