louis
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i opened my eyes, blinking them a few times. i'm not in my room. i looked around and saw machines everywhere. oh, i'm in the hospital. wait, what happened? i couldn't see harry anywhere. where's harry? is he okay? i looked to my left and saw mum sleeping on the uncomfortable, small chair. i nudged her and she opened her eyes slowly. she looked at me before shouting my name.
"LOUIS! YOU'RE AWAKE! OH MY GOD, THANK GOD!"
"mum, mum! chill! i'm up, could you pass me a cup of water please?" i asked with voice cracks in between, my throat feels dry. how long was i asleep?
she passed me a cup of water and smiled. i asked her where's harry and i've never seen her so upset before. my heart broke when i saw her face.
"oh sweetie. don't you remember? he left. he left louis. i can't believe you did that to him." she said, sadness evident in her voice.
i looked at her confused. what did i do? the last thing i remembered was when i proposed to him. i decided to not talk to her about it. before i had the chance to even say another word, she got up and left. where is she going? i looked down and i see all these wires and bandages all over me. what happened? i couldn't remember what happened. i looked around i saw my phone on the table. i took my phone and all i could see is cracks. i sighed, i wanted to text harry. feeling upset and tired, i closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.
"louis. louis. louis. wake up baby." harry said to me.
i looked up and i saw harry on top of me, smiling. i smiled. immediately i grabbed his face and kissed him. he was surprised at first but then he proceeded to deepen the kiss. we kissed for about 5 minutes before he carried me bridal style and walked out the room. i looked at him, full of admiration and love. he looked down, gave me a cute grin and kissed my forehead. i feel so loved so i gave him a tight hug. he asked me to close my eyes so i did.
he then put me down and covered both my eyes with his hand. i could feel his other hand on my waist, guiding me somewhere.
"baby, where are we going?" i asked excitedly.
after about 5 minutes and me constantly whining, he removed his hands off of me and i opened my eyes. my mouth opened wide. i was surprised. immediately, i kissed him.
"how do you like it? it's our new apartment!" he said excitedly.
i grabbed his arm and i ran up the stairs to have a look around. god, this place is amazing! we even have more rooms now. we can have sex in each room. wow am i horny! i was about to kiss him when i felt a nudge. a second later, i felt another nudge.
i opened my eyes and saw jay looking at me worried. that was a dream? god i miss harry. i hope he's okay! i felt myself tearing up. jay pulled me into a hug, trying to comfort me. i felt guilty. why am i feeling guilty? was it harry? did i do something? what did i do? my brain hurts so much. i can't feel any other physical pain. mum, aka jay, told me that i was involved in a car accident and i've been in a coma for 3 weeks. she told me that i was drunk and crying when i drove, causing me to run into a pole. she also told me that harry left me a letter. after explaining, she left with a disappointed look.
i quickly took the letter she left on the table and opened it as fast as i can. i was crying my eyes out when i got done reading. i cheated and harry left. he's never coming back. he didn't even tell me the location. why did i cheat? and with zayn? what was i thinking? i looked down at my hands and saw this particular wire, providing me with blood. i took it out, wanting to die. i can't do this. the guilt is consuming me. harry isn't here, what's the point of living? i slowly got up from bed, feeling dizzy from the lack of blood.
i walked to the bathroom and saw a razor. i'm sorry harry, i can't do this without you. i took the razor and slashed my wrist. i feel dizzier as the blood trickles down my wrist. i looked up and saw mum running towards me. i whispered a sorry before i felt myself hit the ground and i blacked out.
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author's note!!
this is shit fam but i wanna update again so yeah. but like damn why you gotta do this? i have no idea. anyways fuck yes, day 5 of daily uploads! i hope you like this chapter, vote and comment. yes, please save this in your library if you want daily updates! i've been doing that for 5 days, hopefully i don't stop anytime soon. anyways ye fam that is all. i love all of you, thank you so much for reading and for your support!
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