Adopted By The Janoskians

ME?

As I walked into the adoption room I saw all of the other girl, sitting looking their best with their best dresses on, I felt so out of place but if I was going to impress someone I wanted to impress them for me being me, not me pretending to be somebody else. I walked over to the corner of the room, sat on the sofa and plugged my earphones into my phone. I was in a world of my ownn when, looked up and suddenly realised everyone had left and the adoption day was over.

"Ughh looks like there was no point afterall!" I muttered under my breath as Jenny heard me and told me to come to her office, "What do you want? I was just going to go and watch the Janoskians new video that they uploaed earlier." I said with a frustrated tone, as I walked into her office. 

"Well how about you see them face to face?" Jenny asked me, I put a confused look on my face and ran, I ran as fast as I could up to my room and locked myself in. I mean of course I would love to meet them but they'd never want to meet me and I never would get to meet them. I mean they lived in Australia and I lived in a run down orphanage, in the middle of England.  Why would Jenny make me think that they were actually here. I can't believe how harsh she'd been. I've only ever seen them through a screen and that's the closest I was ever going to get to seeing them. Ever!

*Jennys POV*

I knew that Mia loved the janoskians and when they walked through the orphanage door I was so shocked, I couldn't believe what was happening. I'd taken them into another room so I could go and find Mia. As I stepped out the door to try and find her, I saw her walking up to her room seeming very dissapointed. I suppose it was because she hadn't been looked at for adoption, once again. I heard her mutter

"Ughh looks like there was no point afterall!" and that's when I decided to ask her to come to my office to talk about the boys, I hinted at her that she could meet them and she ran. Why was she acting like this? I thought she loved them. 

Soon after, I heard sobbs coming from the bathroom, I could tell it was mia from the way she was crying and that's when I wondered, what was she doing in there?

"Mia, are you okay why are you crying?"

*Mias POV*  

I decided that the only thing to do, to get rid of my anger, hurt and confusion would be to do what i always did when I felt like this. I grabbed my box full of blades and walked to the bathroom. I knew this was the only way out so I slid my back down against the door and dragged the sharp blade across my wrist, stomach and thighs multiple times, in all directions and after I had done this 20 times I started to cry. I don't know why because it felt so good to release all of the emotions in my body, but I suppose, deep down, my body knew it was hurting me and that's when I heard a knock at the door. Jennys voice beamed through the door saying

"Mia, are you okay why are you crying?" I quickly packed everything up and washed my cuts whilst replying to Jenny saying

"I'm fine, I'll be out in a minute!" and with that she replied a short  

"Okay" and left. I tidied myself up and walked back to my room where I hid the box under my bed and went to talk with Jenny.

When I arrived in Jennys office, she told me that the Janoskian boys had come here to find somebody to adopt and when they saw me in the adoption room they thought that I looked so care free and chilled out that they wanted to adopt me. 

I couldn't think of anything else because all that was running through my mind was, Why would they want to adopt me?, I'm just a loser, do they just want to hurt me?, like my dad. Where are they now? Did they leave because i upset them? 

I mean I absolutely love the boys, but why me? Why would they come to this orphange, in the middle of England, just to adopt me? 

*Jais POV*

We have been waiting in this room for so long now and I'm started to get worried. Why is it taking this long? Did mia not want us to adopt her? I was thinking about going to find Jenny, maybe she could explain everything, so I told the boys where I was going and headed out to the office to find Jenny. I peeked through the window and there she was, it was Mia, she looked so upset and lost that I just wanted to help her. As soon as I saw her, I knew she was the one I wanted to call my daughter! 

I decided I would knock on the door and enter..

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Sorry if its boring guys, maybe it'll get better soon, i dont really know, thanks for reading anyway :) xx 

Luci xx