Take Me Back to the Start (Part 3 of It's Tuesday)

Chapter 5

Cameron POV:

"Let's watch a movie after dinner. It will somehow clear your head" I suggested.

"Alright! Doesn't sound like a bad idea!" He said.

We were in the middle of the movie.

An interesting part was playing, and it was my favorite part!

"Oh Robert! This is part is amazing!" I said, but then I realized.

He was dead asleep.

Since I was actually a bit tired as well, I just decided to turn the TV off.

I woke him up and just took him to bed.

It was 4am, when I woke up to noises.

I had a feeling that I was Chase.

Opening my eyes, I looked over and saw he wasn't there.

"Chase come back to sleep! Why are you dressed? Where are you going?"

I was filled with questions, I know it was annoying, but I couldn't help it.

"I'm going to see Naomi to tell her that the patient died" He told me.

Seriously... at 4am??

This didn't make any sense at all.

Why was he doing this now?

Why? Why? WHY?

"Can't you wait till later in the morning to do that? I'm worried about you" I said sincerely.

"No, I better go now. Everything is fine!" He said as he walked off.

"Hey.." He took over as I spoke.

"...I love you" I told him.

"I love you too" He said.

Since the lights were on, I got out of bed to turn them off.

Chase obviously forgot I was still sleeping.

After what had just happened, I couldn't fall back asleep.

I was thinking all these things, and my mind was full.

I thought about some good moments Chase and I shared.

I felt those moments were taken by a cloud and blown away by the wind.

He wasn't himself anymore.

I missed him...

Eventually, I got out of bed and got ready for work.

Preparing some nice breakfast for myself was always great.

But then, I had a thought.

My patience was being tested.

For some reason, I thought he had been having an affair.

When I was at home, he was hardly here.

Except for the times when he is sleeping in our bed.

When he was with me, I felt as if he wasn't even there.