Take Me Back to the Start (Part 3 of It's Tuesday)

Chapter 18

Cameron POV:

Chase actually admitted that he feels better because I claimed I never loved him.

To me!!

"That just means I didn't do anything wrong" Chase told me.

"I don't know why I even said that. I did love you" I began to cry more and more.

Just like Alice one again.

But, this time, I was in pain, not just physically.

But also, mentally.

The accident that I had didn't even hurt as much.

That is how bad I felt at this moment.

Chase walked up to me and hugged me.

I didn't expect him to do that.

Still crying, I told him that I've always messed up my life.

I felt like I was the worst person in the world.

"I am unfixable, not you" I told him.

I didn't want to believe this.

No, sir!

"I'm sorry" We both said.

Then it happened.

Chase took that pen, and my life changed.

He goes over to sign the divorce papers.

Tears flowed down my face like crazy.

Chase now leaned against the wall on the other side of the room.

I sat on a chair as my legs bent up to my chest.

My head rested on my knees.

My legs felt better, as well as my chest pain.

So, I was able to sit comfortably, and rest.

"I loved it when you'd but your arm around me in the middle of the night without even waking up."

I did remember that.

As a matter a fact, this happened a couple of days after our marriage.

I was really going to miss, Robert Chase.

Even if I deny I would.

"I loved it when you stood up to your father at Christmas" He also explained.

I wouldn't forget that either, those were good memories.

Letting out a little giggle, as I wiped away my tears.

That moment was part of one of the flashbacks I've had.

Believe it or not!

"What do you miss?" He asked me.

Honestly, I did think about this often.

"I missed those dance classes we took for our wedding"

Then I started to cry again...

"I thought, he's never gonna hold me like that again..."