My Teacher Is My Mate??!!

Chapter 4 - Josh POV

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Josh's POV

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I hate that I've cheated on Jenna but I did it because she messed up our plans.....

~~FLASHBACK~~

I was at one of my friends party and so was Jenna.

"So are we going to finish the mating process tonight?" I asked Jenna. "Of course. We made plans remember?" she said giggling.

Yes finally!! You see I've been saving myself for Jenna and she's been saving herself for me. So yes I was happy to finally finish mating with my mate.

...Ring...ring....ring...ring..ring

I looked at my phone and it wasn't me so I looked over at Jenna to see it was her phone that was ringing.

"Hello" Jenna answered her phone. I was looking at her, until her face turned serious. I hope it's nothing bad.

"I can't-" then I heard yelling over the phone that made her jump. I walked over to her and rubbed her back trying to make her cool down. "Ok ok, bye" she hung up the phone then turned her attention towards me. "Is everything ok?" I asked her, "My dad called me and he wants me home now", "But we had plans tonight! And all of a sudden your DAD calls and needs you home!!" I yelled, and she flinched at the tone of my voice.

I then saw sadness in her eyes. "Well I'll see you back at the pack house, bye" and she stormed off. I was still pissed and went to the kitchen to get a beer. I chugged the beer down less than 10 seconds. Then I got another and another, and soon I was started to feel the buzz kicking in.

I was walking towards the dance floor, when a brunette came up to me. She looked about 5'3, and had big brown eyes. She was wearing a short black dress that was mid thigh, and showed her cleavage. She was pretty hott. "You wanna dance" she said sounding seducing. I nodded my head and she started dancing on me. I was getting pretty tired, and was about to go sit down until she put her lips onto mine, and started to kiss me. I kissed her back until my mind went on Jenna.

I pushed her away and went to go sit down on the couch. Once I sat down I felt someone sit on top of me. I looked up to see the same girl that I was dancing with. She had her legs wrapped around my waist. "What's wrong baby, didn't you like it?" she said while rubbing my chest. I looked the other way trying to avoid eye contact with her.

I closed my eyes and tried to focus on Jenna, I was thinking about her beautiful blue eyes that sparkle whenever she smiles an-. I got cut off from my thoughts when my lips were pulled onto the girl again. I tried to pull away but she had her arms around my neck securely. She started to kiss me with passion and I couldn't take it anymore so I kissed her back. My wolf was growling at me for doing this, but hey I was still mad at Jenna for leaving me so I guess I can have some fun.

I got up and picked up the brunette bridal style and headed to an empty room. As I found one, I put her on the bed then locked the door. I kissed down her neck and started to suck on her soft spot and heard her moan. I took off her dress and started to kiss down to her chest while she pulled my hair and moaned even louder..............

---Not Showing Sexual Scene, Sorry, Maybe Next Time---

We both were breathing heavily next to each other, until my mind slipped back on Jenna. Crap.

'You're so stupid, since you cheated on mate, I'm leaving until you tell her, instead of her finding out the hard way' my wolf said, then I got pains in my chest. I rolled on the floor, in pain, then the pain stopped in 5 minutes. I then felt empty, like I'm missing something. My wolf left from me until I go to Jenna. The pain hurts without my wolf. Even if I can't shift, that's the worst experience ever.

"What's wrong?" the brunette asked. I just looked at her and got dressed. She kept starring at me, like I was crazy. I hurried up and ran downstairs to see the party still going on. I walked out the door, to see drunk people passed out on the ground. I chuckled to myself thinking that, that would have been me by now. I got in my car, started the engine, then left. It was mid night. Shit. As I arrived at the pack house, I quietly went to my room, locked the door, and showered for 30 minutes long. I felt guilty for what I have done.

After my shower, I got out and put on my boxers with some shorts. I got in bed and was thinking about what had happened at the party, and started to doze off to sleep.

~~FLASHBACK OVER~~

And I had a feeling that Jenna had already found out the hard way. I would have gotten nervous if I told her sober, so I went to get a few drinks until I was drunk. I was still drinking in Jenna's room, until I found a picture of her and her ex boyfriend. Why does she still have this picture? I tore it up and threw it in the trash. I was mad at her for still keeping her ex picture.

I heard her footsteps trying to sneak down the hall. Haha she's not sneaky. She came in her room and just stared at me getting a little scared.

"Where have you been?" I asked ,"I let my wolf out for a run" she said.

"Oh I really don't care" I said knowing she was probably with her ex. "Oh just like you didn't care doing it with another girl" she said with anger building up inside her. "So little blonde bitch finally notices" I said, laughing. She looked hurt, but it soon went away. "I Jenna Love reject you Josh Perry as my mate!!" she said and walked out of her room. I just realized what I have done. I was rude to my mate, and my wolf wasn't going to talk to me. The pains started to come back, as I heard my wolf laughing from the back of my head. I dropped on the floor, clutching onto my heart. The pain was so much and I felt tears coming out. I heard the door open and looked to see Jenna. "Josh get out of my room now" she said coldly to me.

I looked at her and started to crawl to her. She took a step back and her back hit the wall. I got up and walked towards her. "We are mates and you can't live without me" I said. "Well I can live without you and I don't need you. I don't need a mate who will cheat on me, and I thought you loved me, but I saw this morning that you really don't!!" she yelled at me. "Now get out of my room bipolar freak" and she pushed me out and slammed the door in my face.

I walked to my room, and sat on my bed. She will be back in my arms saying she loves me by tomorrow. I got in bed smiling, knowing Jenna really couldn't live without me. I closed my eyes, and let sleep take over me.

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Hello everyone!!

I know you hate me but I was busy. I had an essay to work on last week. Then I had Saturday school and homework. But hey!! I updated today..

Also I would love if you read this story called:

Destiny

By: darkness_rises

It's an awesome book !!

Also I'm doing dedications, so message or comment if you want a dedication to my next chapter!!

****I added a picture of Josh, so look at him!!!please.

I'll maybe update on....

2/26/14 or 2/27/14

Well see you soon

Goodbye:D:D:D