Damage - Chris Brown Sequel

Four

Chris Brown

"You ready to record?" My nigga Jamal asked me. I nodded my head, putting my headphones on. I made eye contact with Lexi and she shot me a small smile.

I winked and the music turned on.

I need your body in ways
That you don't understand but I'm losing my patience
'Cause we've been going over and over again
Girl, I just wanna take you home and get right to it
Know I gotta kiss it, baby
Give it to me, lick it lick it inside and out
You know that I just wanna make love
Want you to scream and shout
And baby, when I'm deep in it now
I'ma slow it down, 'cause ain't no speed limit
When we're moving at the speed of sound

Lexi Wright

I stared at Chris intently as he sang into the mic. He was working on his new music and the song he was singing now was, Privacy..something I wish we had.

The way he sang the song with so much passion, made me crave his touch even more.

I know what I was thinking was more than wrong, but I didn't care. The song is such a turn on.

The worst part about this all, is that I leave tomorrow. I know I've been thinking about staying, but I know I can't. It'll only hurt me more, seeing him happily together with Nia.

I know August cares about me, but he doesn't compare to Chris in my eyes. They're both great, and talented guys, though. I just didn't want to string him along any longer.

I really had some decisions to make.

Chris took his headphones off , walking out of the booth. He looked at me then at Jamal. "That's wassup, bro." Jamal said as they did they're manly handshake.

"Ima be right back, my wife keep harassing my ass." He said before standing up, putting the phone to his ear.

"What women? I'm at work!" He said, walking out.

I giggled and looked over at Chris. "Jamal finally retired from his player days." I said.

He chuckled and nodded, sitting down. "It took him long enough."

I nodded in agreement. "So what you think about the song?" He asked.

"It's a...good song." I said, being careful with my words.

"Good?" He asked, holding his chest as if he was offended.

"It's an amazing song." I said. He chuckled, "Thanks." He said then silence took over.

"I, uh..leave tomorrow." I said.

"I thought you were moving back out here," He said.

I sighed. "I was, but..I don't know. I don't wanna just up and leave August high and dry."

He kissed his teeth. "Is that what this is about? You worried about leaving August?"

"Yes, I don't want him to feel like I'm stringing him along. He's a great guy,"

He shook his head, slouching in his seat. "You love him?"

"What?" I asked, confused.

"Do you love him?" He asked again.

I thought about it before speaking. "I mean..I have love for him."

"That's not answering my question. I asked did you lo-"

"Sorry about that, her ass been nagging me a lot lately. I think it's just the pregnancy hormones." Jamal said, walking in.

I got up. "Awe, congrats, Jamal but I'm heading out, now. It was good seeing you again."

He nodded. "You too, Lex. Hit me up if you need any beats."

"I will," I said, giving him a hug before looking over at Chris and walking out.

I just don't understand him.

He doesn't want me to be with anyone, yet he expects me to just not worry about him having a baby on the way.

I got on the elevator, going down to the first floor. "See you later, Kathy." I said, waving bye.

She smiled. "See you later, be careful." she said before I walked out. I got inside of my car and headed to the hotel August and I were staying at.

We decided to not stay with Ky and Ty.

I turned the radio up when I noticed that they were playing Chris' song party. I muted the radio and drove in a peaceful silence.

***

"Soo..what I'm hearing is, you stayin'?" August asked me.

I shrugged a shoulder. "I might as well. I've been doing a lot of thinking."

"Does this have sum' to do with Chris?"

I sighed, looking at the floor. "I don't know, kind of.."

"Was it the kiss?" He asked. I looked up at him. I told him about the kiss because I didn't wanna have any secrets. He was kind of upset but he got over it.

"No, not really. I just kind of miss him. I miss being here. I miss my sister, my best friend, my life."

He shook his head. "A'ight. Stay, I'll just go back tomorrow."

"You don't wanna stay with me?"

"Nah, Ion wanna intrude." He said, packing his things. I watched him do so as I ran a hand through my hair.

"Please, don't be mad at me."

"I'm straight. Just keep the house in Atlanta as a back up, I guess." He said.

"August, I don't want you to feel like I don't care because you know I do. I like you and I know that you like me, I just ca-"

"Man, Ion wanna hear allat. I wish you the best and I hope you find love again. If you ever need anything, you have my number." He said , putting on his shades.

He kissed my forehead. "I luh you.." He mumbled, going to the door.

A tear fell down my face but I quickly wiped it.

Am I making the right choice?

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