~ Lust And Love (A Carter/Matthew Story)

Chapter 1: If only

Alissah's Point Of View

"He's on, he's on!" My sister Yazmen screamed from downstairs to my room.

I ran to the game/office room where the computer was located. Yeah me and Yazmen have laptops, but the computer in this room had a huge screen so everyone loved using it.

When i ran down the stairs I almost ate shit. Why? Because I was in a rush! My boyfriend (JK, I wish) Carter fucking Reynolds was live on YouNow and I didn't want to miss anything.

I sighed. "He looks so hot when he puts his glasses on."

"He's perf." My sister agreed.

Carter was dancing to 'Mm Yeah' by Austin Mahone. He's so adorable, gosh I love him.

"He can't dance." My sister commented.

"And neither can you." I defended him.

"Did I ask if I could?" She put her finger to her head as if she were thinking. "Hmm.. I don't remember asking you. Funny right?"

I would of said something back but that would of started an argument between us, and I was watching something important. Even though she's a year younger than me, she's actually really mean. I just ignore her most of the time.

"Girls, come eat." My mom yelled from downstairs.

"We're busy!" I answered.

"You guys can take a break from those boys for about 15 minutes. It's not going to kill you." You could her the annoyance in her voice.

Me and my sister looked at each other. Haha, mom's funny.

"Nah." We said at the same time.

"Can't leave, it's important." Yazmen explained.

Sadly we ended up leaving his broadcast and going to kitchen to eat because mom was getting mad at us. But as soon as i'm done, i'm going straight to the computer!

Actually that sounds really bad.. We choose Carter over food... Food! The thing we need to survive.. omg.

"Those boys have taken over your lives." My mom told me and Yazmen as she sat down in her spot.

"Yeah, but it's a good thing."

"Nooo.." My dad said disagreeing.

"No?" I asked him. "Do you REALLY want me to go over the reasons why they make me happy and why I love them?"

My parents let out a big sigh because they know once I got started there was no shutting me up.

"We believe you sweetie." My smiled

Good answer mom. "Okay." I smiled.

After we ate, I went to my room, my sister came too and we went straight to Carter's YouNow.

"Shit, I have homework." I mumbled to myself.

"Me too." My sister said not really bothered by it.

I looked at her and shrugged my shoulders. "Eh, we'll fail together." I said giving her a high five.

Yup. Magcon over homework any day.

"I'm going to comment that." I told Yazmen

Hopefully he sees my comment.. I doubt it, it moves like super fast.

#MagconOverHomework , i commented.

"Hopefully he sees it!" My sister squealed.

I wasn't really paying attention to every thing Carter was saying because I was on Twitter too. But about two minutes later Carter said something like "No I definitely think you should do your homework, school is a priority."

I immediately looked at my sister. "DO YOU THINK HE SAW IT?" I asked her loudly.

"Dude maybe!"

In that moment, I didn't care if someone else had said something similar to mine. It sounded like that could be an answer to my comment so I took it.

We started jumping up and down on my bed.

"He noticed me, he noticed me." I sang.

My sister gave me a high five and we collapsed on the bed.

"Alissah." She started.

"Yeah?" I said, kind of out of breath.

"Imagine meeting them and just becoming their best friend? How amazing that would be..." She said, looking up at the ceiling as if she could see it.

I too, looked up at my wall, imaging how freaking awesome it would be...

If only, if only...