~ Lust And Love (A Carter/Matthew Story)

Chapter 10: Surreal

Chapter 10: Surreal

(( Alissahs Point Of View ))

Omg. I can't believe Carter freaking gave me a flower! Even if it is from the Hotel flower pot. That makes it even more special.. Because it's the thought that he wanted to give me a flower that makes it cute. And correct me if i'm wrong (Which I doubt) But we so had a flirty moment!😻

To be honest, I still can't believe it...My favorite, actually knows I exist?! The Carter Reynolds was flirting...

with me?!

I know i'm fan girling right now.. but it's because i'm just a normal girl! (who got blessed with this amazing opportunity!) I'm not a famous Viner or Youtuber who knows everyone like themselves and doesn't care..

I DO care! This is all so new to me. I would've never thought my obsessions, my world, my loves, the boys who are my life.. would actually know me. Yet alone did I think i'd be in the same hotel as them, flirt with Carter, or becoming their friend! I just always thought one day i'd meet them at Magcon and that's it... But this is just amazing!

But I wont show this fan girl side to them.. I just gotta keep my cool. Which I totally almost lost when Carter was leaning in front of me when I was against the wall.

I may have played it cool and took control of the situation.. maybe even teased a bit, but I was freaking out in the inside. Like the freak out you do when you meet your fave celeb. Yeah it was on that level.

And honestly, I think Carter might kind of.. like me? Or I could just be over thinking. But trust me, I'm cool with just being friends! I'm definitely not taking all this for granted because I know how it feels to always want to cry because you want to meet them...but your parents just don't understand the importance.. or wondering how a hug from them, or a conversation felt.. Wondering how their voice sounded or how they looked in person.. staying up until 12 or 1 on school nights re watching their vines and youtube videos and regretting it because I was tired, or getting in trouble because Magcon over homework. I remember fan girling and creating cute vines and everything. Trust me, I know how it feels and now that it's here... after two long years, it's here! I'm not letting this opportunity go wrong.

It's honestly all surreal. 🙏 But yet i'm so thankful.

Thank you God. You've done more than answer my prayers. 💫💕