~ Lust And Love (A Carter/Matthew Story)

Chapter 17: Oh

Chapter 17: Oh

(( Alissah's point of view ))

I left because I needed to cool down... Matt just- Good Lord 😻 I can't wait until i'm officially his, you don't understand. It's funny how things change. Before I met them, I was ALL in for Carter. Yeah Matt was next, but I always imagined me meeting them and having the perfect ending with Carter. Never did I think, how I felt for Carter, i'd feel for Matthew.. I'm falling so hard.. I don't even know if I still have feelings for Carter?

But I haven't gotten to know him on that level so.. Fuck. I don't know. 😓

"Um, sure." I said hesitantly. He had asked me if I wanted Starbucks instead, which was across the street. I haven't really talked to him since yesterday morning, and I do miss him friend-wise so it'll be nice to catch up with him!

"Okay, my treat." He smiled and was now walking next to me because he caught up.

His smile never fails to make me smile. I can just imagine kissing him... the would be so amazing. I took a deep breath to clear my mind. I have to be careful with my actions. I can't do anything that might 'lead him on'

"You okay?"

I snapped out of my thoughts. "Yeah, just thinking about which drink I should get." I nervously laughed.

"Decisions decisions."

"Ha! Tell me about it." I said a little to into it. Because well, I had to choose which one I really liked..

He gave me a weird look but just brushed it off.

When we got there, I was expecting to just get our drinks and leave but he suggested we sit and enjoy them. I know sitting here and talking to him wasn't gonna be good for me, i'd probably fall all over again, and I was just getting over him...

I decided to text Matt so he wouldn't worry.

((~ = Alissah))

~ Hola 😁

Hey, are u ok?? did i make you that turned on that u have to take forever to come back?😂

~ calm down espinosa. im @ starbucks with reynolds lol

oh really...

~ yesss. just wanted to let you know we'd be back in a few so don't worry

....ok

~ c ya soon ok? 😻

alright ♥️

"So. What do you think of us?"

I knew he meant it for small talk... not in the conceited way.

"You guys are alright.." I joked.

"Well i'm more than alright in bed." He whispered but I caught it.

I gave him an eyebrow.

"Oh! You caught that? I was joking. Jokinnnng"

"Trust me. I know." I laughed

I knew he'd get defensive.

"Ha ha ha, soooo funny."

"I know I am."

"Do I really look i'm not..." He trailed off.

Obviously not... Just look at you, you're like so freaking hot and you just have that side to you that shows you know what you're doing in bed... 😏

But if I do say no, he'll probably get all cocky and probably think I want him? Eh what the heck.

"I was kidding.. You look like you know what do."