~ Lust And Love (A Carter/Matthew Story)

Chapter 13: Confused

Chapter 13: Confused

(( Alissah's Point Of View ))

We were watching a funny movie. I didn't really find it funny though.. Well it would of been if I was paying attention.. but all I could think about was Matt..

I mean I know I think Carter is just as cute, actually cuter! But I feel like i'm more sexually attracted to Carter.. and with Matt I can see us being much more than sexually attracted to each other.. I see us actually having something serious. I don't know i'm kind of confused.

I was honestly so over this movie. I just wanted to be alone with Matt... not even alone, just talk to him.. and see his perfect smile and hear his high pitched laugh.

I laid my head on his shoulder. Thank God we were on the end because no one else saw or knew but us...

(Right?)

I grabbed his phone and gave it to him so he can unlock it. He put in his code and I went to the phone icon. I typed in my number and saved me in his phone. My name was

'Cutie💕🔫'

I texted myself so I could have his number. I looked and smiled at him, he smiled back.

I decided to text him.

------- (( ~ means Alissah is talking ))

~ I want to leave already..

Why??

~ Because I just want to talk to you🙈 and we can't talk in the movies..

Oh really?😏

~ Yeeeess 😻

After the movie let's get ice cream?

~ All of us, or?

What do you want?

~ Tbh i dont care, as long as im with you😌💕😻💕💕💕

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It said 'read at 7:39pm' I looked at him because it didn't show he was typing. Just then I felt my hands being intertwined with another. It was his.

His hands were so soft! I felt a million butterflies shooting through my stomach.

With my free hand I tweeted,

'@AlissahStarr_: Him😻'

To be honest I don't even know how he knew it was for him.. as a matter of fact, I didn't even know he went on Twitter! But I got a lot of favorites and RTs. I saw on my screen that he tweeted. Lol yeah.. I forgot to take off the notifications for when the boys tweet. Fangirl life ha.

'@TheMattEspionsa: Her😻'

I looked and smirked at him, he winked back.

'@TheMattEspinosa: You're cuuuuuteeee.'

I favorited it. I guess you can say we both kind of feel something for eachother.

We continued texting, but nothing flirty like, just normal stuff like how our day was.

FINALLY the movie ended about 45 minutes later.

"Did you guys like the movie?" Aaron asked all of as we walked out.

"Yeah it was cool." Most of the boys answered, except for Cam and Jack J. They went to the bathroom.

"Matt and Alissah wouldn't know, they were to busy subtweeting and texting each other." Carter spoke. He was clearly bothered. I felt kind of bad.. we did connect this morning when we had breakfast..