~ Lust And Love (A Carter/Matthew Story)

Chapter 2: I exist

Chapter 2:

(( Alissah's point of view ))

"Get up." I heard my littler sister, Yazmen say to me in a whisper. "Time for gay ass school."

"Let's not go today.." I whined as I rolled over.

Mom and dad are producers for famous people and put events together so they're always traveling. Right now they're in Costa Rica lucky bastards.

We've actually met a few famous people before because of them.

Like Miley, she's so awesome, she's like a big sister. We've met the Kardashians too, me and Kylie are actually pretty close. I have her number.

We've even met the Franco brothers! And let me tell you, they're more beautiful in person!

"Fine with me. But you know we're gonna be in deep shit Lissah."

Shit. She's right.

"Let's just go at lunch." I sighed.

"Sure" And with that she walked back to her room.

Better late than never right?

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It was now 11:19am. Time to get up. I could honestly sleep forever!

When I went to my bathroom, I could hear the tv on downstairs. She's already ready.

Greaaaat. That means more nagging and rushing on my part.

"I'm up!" I shouted to her because I heard her footsteps walking up the stairs.

I brushed my teeth and put my long wavy hair in a fish tail braid. I put on a white crop top and black high waisted jeans with red converse.

I went to check my phone... and call me a stalker if you want but I do get the boys' tweets sent to my phone.

Don't ask why..

I saw that Carter tweeted "Goodmorning"

I was gonna reply, but I figured what's the use? Some day I feel confident I might get noticed, other days I just don't feel like trying.

The fangirl life is honestly hard.

I went downstairs and grabbed an apple. "Let's go." I said to my little sister.

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"Where's your backpack?"

We were now at the school.

"Didn't feel like bringing it." I laughed. "Ready for another day of 10th grade?" I asked her.

She shook her head no.

"Same. I want Jr. year to be over already." I sighed. "Bye sis." I smiled as I walked to where me and my friends hang out.

"Sup guys!" I smiled.

"Wow, look who showed up!" They teased.

"Better late than never right?" I winked

"But being early is best." My best friend Cienna laughed.

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah yeah yeah. I'm so over this year. I want to be famous."

"Tell me about it." My other friend Lina agreed.

The bell had rung and me and Cienna started walking to Chemistry class since we had it together.

'You remind of something, but I don't know what it is' we sang.

Ugh, this song ((Show Me - Chris brown)) always reminds me of Carters vine! And I fall in love with it even more.

"This song totally reminds me of Carter." She said aloud.

"You read my mind!" I laughed.

"Guess what!" I continued.

She smiled in response. "I think Carter noticed me on Younow last night!" I sqealed.

"Damn dude, you're so in there!" she winked as we took our seat next to eachother.

I made a disbelief noise with my mouth. "Pft." I shook my head. "Doubt it."

"Alissah you're beautiful! Long pretty wavy hair, beautiful skin color, nice ass, great smile, style, and personality, and hazel green eyes. You're the total package. Plus you see how many guys throw then selves at you. You're obviously not ugly." She explained.

I didn't say anything. Not tooting my own horn, but okay i'm not ugly, but I just don't know if i'm good enough for him.

Honestly, I don't even want to date him, being friends is all I really want..

but friends with benefits wouldn't hurt either.

I giggled. "I guess."

After a long lecture on the formulas for physics we finally got to go home!

When I was home, I took a full body picture and tweeted '#Ootd, so tired'

I put my phone down to charge and went to the kitchen to eat. Right now, I could eat a fucking horse. I made two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and some Oreos. Idgaf. Im hungry ok.

It was now 9. After I showered, I laid in bed and checked my phone.

I couldn't believe me eyes!

Was I seeing this right!?

Carter..

The fucking Carter Reyonds...

Mr_Carterr just favorited my picture?

I screamed at the top of my lungs and my sister came running down the stairs.

"Who do I need to kill?"

Wtf?

"Whoa, where'd you get a knife from?" I asked my sister.

"Well there was this g- I have my ways ok. Now what happened?"

"Put it away..." I said, looking at her in shock.

She could kill me in my sleep if I made her mad enough.

First thing to do when she falls asleep is hide that from her.

"Hello?" She waved her hand in my face.

And that's when reality hit me!

"CARTER FAVORITED MY PICTURE!"

"What!" She asked in disbelief.

"Yes! look!" I immediately opened the Twitter app and showed her.

I screen shotted it too. Yep, my friends wouldn't believe me without proof.

"If you ever date him, hook it up with Gilinsky ok?" She held out her pinky.

"Deal. Other way around too." I added in.

"I got you." She winked and walked upstairs.

Just then Carter tweeted, 'You're cute.'

I immediately favorited his tweet and joking around, I replied, 'Stop subtweeting and Just text me already ;)'

And I kid you not, 30 seconds later, Twitter notified me that he had tweeted and he said,

'Forget texting, I want you here.'

I screen shotted my tweet and his right away!

Before I got all happy, I went through all the replies to his 'You're Cute' tweet and I was the only girl who mentioned the word text!

Every one else said something like 'No that's you!' or 'Thanks bae'

I was the only one who mentioned the word text...

And not to long ago he favorited my pic... then tweeted you're cute?

Wow.

Carter subtweeted me?

He knows I exist..