Through The Dark | Zayn Malik

Chapter 17: Depressed Girl

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Life always has its expectations. You never know what can happen or when it will happen. You can't help who you fall in love with, you can't control half the things you do in life.

You can't control when you die.

I always thought it was my fault. The death of my mother was my fault but it wasn't. It never was. Her time came, and she was gone. The only person that knows when you will die is god.

It scares me just thinking about how any second now I can die. It's all a part of life. Happiness, pain, fate, hope, love, hate is all apart of life. Without it there's no point to live.

I stare at the wall infront of me, sighing. It's been already twenty minutes since I've been crying. Your probably asking why?

Zayn's going on tour, and who will be touring with them?

Little mix.

He's gonna figure out how I'm not good enough for him and go back to Perrie. I won't blame him, she's perfect in every single where. I'm just a depressed girl stuck in the dark.

"Selena?" I heard Emma call outside of the room.

"It's open," I said. My voice was raspy with all the crying I've been doing.

"Heyyyy," she said and wrapped her arms around me.

"Emma what if he leaves me for her?" I ask her. She sighed.

"If he does then he doesn't really love you but I know he does," she said,"stop being depressed. Let's do something," she said. I groaned. I wasn't really that kind of person that liked to go out a lot. I was more of a home person.

"Where?" I ask her. She thought about it, dramatically putting her hand on her chin.

"Um...oh ice skating?" she questioned. I didn't really know how to ice skate.

"I guess. Let's go," I said. I only agreed because I needed to get my mind of everything. The boys were busy at a meet and greet so it was only us.

"Okay, wear something warm," she said. I nodded and went inside the closet. I grabbed a long sleeve shirt and a sweater, black leggings and boots. Along with a black beanie.

"You look cute," Emma said behind me. I smiled at her and we headed off to where ever the iceskating place is.

"Okay I really don't know how to ice skate so we're both in this together," she said.

"Oh thank god," I said. This is what I love about our friendship. No matter what, we would always be there for each other.

"Come on," Emma said and got out of the car. I followed her, we entered the building and I looked around at all the kids playing. Something about seeing kids smiling warmed my heart. It always made me think of how I looked when I smiled at my parents.

"Wear these," Emma handed me a pair of skates. I just stared at it.

"What the hell? How the hell am I suppose to skate in these?" I asked her.

"I seriously don't know. Just wear them," she said and I nodded.

We walk over to the entrance and put our shoes on. I stand up and immediately grab the railing for support. Damn these shoes.

"This is hard," I stated. Emma rolled her eyes.

"Let's try," she grabbed my hand and we both were skating to the middle but I couldn't balance and I fell on my butt.