Through The Dark | Zayn Malik

Chapter 20: Nightmares Begin

Sorry for not updating in like a month. I've been really busy with other things and just didn't have the time to update but now I do so here you go.

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"Zayn what are you doing?" I asked him. I came home after going to Emma's house and find Zayn almost having sex with Perrie.

"Go away Selena, I don't like you," he spat and the words cut my heart into two.

"But this morning you just..you just said you love me," I pleaded.

"Nope, never will I ever love you," he said and slammed the bedroom door in my face and continued what he was doing with Perrie.

"No! No! No!" I screamed.

"Sel? Selena wake up," the person shook me hard and I sat up so quickly I got dizzy.

"Are you okay baby?" Zayn softly asked. I nodded and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Yeah. Just a nightmare," I explained and he nodded going back to sleep but bringing me to his chest.

We all were on a tour bus right now, sharing buck beds. I was sharing with Zayn and Niall and Emma shared while the others had their own. The other girls were in their own room.

I pushed the curtain a little bit to see the other guys still asleep. Guess I didn't scream that loud.

"Sel?" Zayn called out my name softly. I turned around to look at him and saw him already staring at me.

"Go to sleep babe. We have a long way to go," he said and I nodded. Letting my head rest against the soft pillow. Zayn pulled me closer to him and snuggled his head in my neck.

I didn't go to sleep at all, not after what that nightmare was about. Slowly moving Zayn's arm off of me I went into the kitchen.

Trying so hard not to make any sounds of glasses clicking was hard. I got my water at stared at the wall. It's been a month since I've been on tour with them and everything has been going great till night. Every night I would have the same dream and scream or cry till Zayn had to wake me up.

People usually say that the more of one dream occurs it will become reality but I don't believe Zayn would go back to Perrie? I mean would he?

"Well look who's up early!" A high pitched girl voice said. I sighed, ready for any insult to hit me now.

"What do you want?" I asked, turning around to look at her.

"What? I can't just get a glass of water?" she innocently said.

"Go ahead," I gestured her into the kitchen and went to walk away but her next sentence stopped me.

"Scared Zayn's going to cheat on you with...me," she said and I turned around to glare at he.

"He would never do that," I said. She laughed, throwing her head back in the process.

"Oh really? Remember that time when you believed he wouldn't do anything and then two months later look, he kissed me," she said. Letting my thoughts go back to that horrible day.

"That was managment," I spat but she just chuckled.

"Maybe or maybe not. Just remember he will come back to me eventually," she said and walked out of the kitchen, leaving me and my thoughts.

Sighing, I walked out of the kitchen and sat at the lounge of the tour bus and stared outside the window. I don't know how long I was looking but it was long enough for everyone to come downstairs. My eyes were trained on the window, looking out at the world I never been to.