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The party had died down and the guys were all sitting around the clubhouse completely drunk, I wasn't as wasted as they were and I wasn't looking forward to going to sleep at all, the alcohol seemed to heighten my emotions and I was feeling uneasy. I still hadn't told any of them why I came back and now I was 6 foot deep in this club shit. All of a sudden Jax stumbled over to me breaking me from my thoughts. "Lets go to bed darlin" the moment I had been dreading. He stripped off his clothes and laid down and I hesitantly climbed in next to him. "What's on your mind babe?" He whispered. "Nothing Jax, I'm fine" "Need me to take your mind off it?" He said jokingly as he snaked an arm around my waist and kissed my neck. We hadn't been intimate since my abduction and my mind knew it and all of a sudden anxiety took over and I was hyperventilating, I ran from the dorm room crying and out into the bar I ran past everyone and pushed the door open and felt the cold night air on my face. I looked around figuring out where to run to and I heard footsteps behind me. "You ok lass?" I heard Chibs say and I turned around and saw Opie, Happy and Tig their faces had worry written all over them not knowing what to do I sat on the ground. "Why did I come back Chibs" I cried. I looked up as Jax came running out the door still trying to dress himself. "Babe! What's going on!?" "I can't do this anymore Jax" I said quietly. "Jackie boy why don't you wait inside" Chibs insisted. Jax looked distraught and I felt so guilty. Chibs stroked my hair trying to get me to calm down as the others went inside. "Tell me what's going on in that pretty little head of yours love" I sighed as I prepared to tell him everything.
