"I came back to Charming because of my ex and now this!" I was still crying and Chibs had sat down next me. He nodded and grabbed my hand seeming to understand. "What did your ex do love?"
"What didn't he do?" I sobbed. "There were so many times I almost ran back to charming, but I could face you guys with the bruises I felt ashamed!"
"Love, you could have come back to us! We would have helped you, the prick would have been dead by now!"
"I don't want that shit on the clubs hands! We don't need any more blood Chibs, you can't fix my problems with murder"
Chibs smiled, "want a bet love?" And he winked at me, which caused me to smile.
"Let me go talk to Jax love, he'll understand"
Chibs got up and gave me his hand to help me off the ground.
It had felt like Chibs had been in jax's room
For hours. But soon enough Jax emerged from his room followed by Chibs. Chibs gave my shoulder a squeeze as he passed me and walked Off heading outside, no doubt to tell the others.
Jax sat down next to me and grabbed my hands
"Babe, why didn't you tell me!?"
"Because when I came back here I thought it was over, and I could move on... clearly not"
Jax looked angry now he tightened his grip on my hands which I don't think he knew he was doing it, so I moved them away from him.
"I'm going to kill him babe ... I have to, just knowing that sick bastard is out there... knowing that he could hurt you again"
Jax trailed off, seeming to have gotten lost in his own thoughts. I don't think there would be anything I could say to talk him out of it.
Jax went outside to talk to the guys again and I had finally calmed down. The prospect sat the jack and coke that I had requested in front of me and gave me a small smile. I was lost in thought ... how could I become this fragile and weak. I certainly wasn't the young woman that had once grown up in this clubhouse anymore, but in that realisation, I had decided it was time that she came back.
All the guys came back inside and Jax pulled me into him and kissed my forehead, "are you ready for bed babe? Or do you want to stay up for a bit longer?"
"Take me to the roof" I said.
