Oh my goodness! I'm back! So sorry that I just up and left, but I had some serious writers block! And for my few readers I will be forever thankful for you all! Thank you for reading what I write and for liking it! I can't say I'll be updating frequently but I am back and that's all that matters I guess.
Love to you all xx
JESSIE'S POV
"What do you want Jax??" I said as angrily as I could, while the tears running down my cheeks betrayed me, making me look weak.
Jax was speechless for a while, i could see that he couldn't think of a single thing to say, but what could he say. It was me that needed to speak .. to tell him everything and I was being stubborn because he didn't deserve to know.
"How about I help you out Jax" I said bitterly.
"I'm pregnant and I don't know if it's yours or the assholes that raped me". Fresh tears ran down my face and I looked down at the bed I was sitting on almost ashamed of myself as I gave all of my problems to Jax.
Jax still stood there speechless but the tears that threatened to betray him were enough to tell me what he was thinking. He moved closer to me.
"Jessie, I am so sorry"
I put my hand up to stop him from moving any closer. I didn't want him to touch me, not anymore. "Jax this isn't your problem to deal with, I just need some time.. I need you to leave now."
Jax shook his head and I turned away from him. After what felt like an eternity he stormed out of the room slamming the door on the way out. That's when I broke down, I cried for hours letting myself feel for the first time in days. What I hadn't realised was that Happy was outside the door the whole time, standing guard perhaps. He only made himself known when he knocked softly on the door and let himself in. I didn't know what to think
of his new found need to be near me, but this wasn't going to help the situation with Jax.
"You ok" he asked ... the man had such a way with words.
"I'm fine Happy, it's just everything has gone to shit... how long have you been standing outside the door?"
He looked down at the floor almost embarrassed .. a new side to Happy I have never seen.
"Long enough" he said, his eyes not leaving the floor.
"I'm here if you ever want to talk"
"Thanks Hap" I said, while in my mind making a choice, that I knew Jax wouldn't be pleased with.
"Can you sit with me a while Hap?"
Happy moved swiftly across the room and sat down next to me on the bed and the next thing that he did left me shocked ... he pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me. I felt completely protected and these new feelings had me worried. But in that moment I felt like nothing mattered.
