When Jax had woken up, he came and found me in the bathroom as I was drying my hair. "Couldn't sleep darlin'" he said still half asleep. He looked cute in the morning, his hair not as perfect and he only slept in his boxers. I stared at his perfect body.
"No, the dreams were too real. I kept seeing their faces".
Jax moved closer to me and kissed me on the forehead. "I'm here if you want to talk about it darlin' and I promise you we will get the guys who did this, we are going to find them today"."Please be careful out there Jax, they used me to send you a message, if you retaliate you could get hurt!" I started to tear up, I couldn't deal with losing any of those guys especially Jax.
"I'll be fine little one, no one hurts the people I love and gets away with it"
Jax walked out of the bathroom and then I heard the bedroom door close. I went and sat on the edge of the bed not knowing what to do next and then I heard a soft knock on the door, it was Tig.
"Jax said I could find you in here sweetheart"
Tig gave me a kiss on the forehead and put his arm around me. He was always so caring.
"How are you?"
"I'm ok Tiggy, but I feel like I made a mistake coming back to charming".
"The club is going through some shit right now and I am so sorry you got caught up in the middle of this! But we are going to get them, I'm glad you came back"
I smiled, I knew it was going to be ok. I didn't want to think about it too much.
"I wanted to give you this to you"
Tig pulled a gun out of his jacket and placed it on my lap, I stared down at it and smiled a little.
"It'll help you feel safe in your new place, Jax told me you brought one close to the clubhouse smart choice!" He grinned "now I'll have some place to crash if I drink too much!" I grinned back at him and lightly punched his arm
"Thanks tiggy, it's perfect and you can crash at the house anytime, just no crow eaters! Ok!"
Tig stood up and kissed my forehead and walked out. The tears started to well up in my eyes but I still refused to let the tears fall.I walked out into the bar and there was only the prospects about. I sat down at the bar and thought about how I was going to keep myself busy today. Tara had said I should stay in bed but being alone in that room gave me too much time to think and dwell on what happened.
After sitting there for a while I heard the door open and just as the prospect placed a beer in front of me I heard that thick Scottish accent
"What do you think you are doing' lass!"
I blushed, I knew I shouldn't be drinking this early in the morning, and chibs being the protector that he is could always see right through me.
"Thought I deserved one chibs" i didn't look up I just stared at the bottle.
"Aye love I think you do" and he walked over and sat down next to me.
"I thought you were out on that mission with the others?" I said as I took a sip of the beer."No I chose to stay back and babysit" he grinned knowing full well what was coming next! I punched him in the arm and smiled.
"Well thank you, I appreciate that! I thought I was going to be bored! Want to come and check out my new house with me? And I'll show you what Tig got me!" I knew chibs wouldn't be happy with me having a gun.