Jealousy Kiss✔[NEEDS EDITING]

Chapter 19 •

I'd like to thank TheDoctorsOnlyLove for the awesome cover!

I am so sorry for the long wait, but my tablet broke and I don't have internet at home...

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•Mere•

I know I shouldn't be thinking of him. I know I shouldn't be looking at him. I know I shouldn't be watching him.

But I can't help myself.

I don't know why I can't just keep him out if my thoughts. He's always in there. Always wanting to come out. I know I shouldn't. I know its wrong while I'm with Cameron. I know he's a good person- deep down at least. I know I'm the cause of their problems. I know I should stop this. But how can I stop something even I have no answer to?

I've been with Cameron for two weeks now. To say this wasn't working out was an understatement. Cameron changed. And not the good way. He's more... strict with me. He doesn't hurt me, no. Far from that, but he's like my shadow. Always watching my every move, what I do, and who I talk to.

And I'm tired of it. I've decided that we aren't working. We aren't who we used to be. Everything changed that moment he cheated on me. It might be a lie, but still. I can't take it anymore. I didn't want to take this anymore. I hated being controlled. Something Cameron's been doing great at recently.

I knew what I had to do, this time. I had to know the truth. I had to for me to be at peace. I had to stand up for myself.

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I stood outside of his house. I knew I should knock already, but what would I say? hey, Cameron, this isn't working out. I think it's over"?. I didn't want to hurt him.

With a last sigh, I knocked. The door opened and I saw Arielle, Cameron's mom. She beamed at me smiling, "Mere, dear! Where have you been? Come in! Come in!" she said pulling me in. The house hadn't changed. Still had the huge living room that I was sure was worth more than my whole house. "Can I get you anything?".

I shook my head offering her a smile, "No, thank you. I'm here to see Cameron, actually".

Her smile grew and she wiggled her eyebrows, squinting at me suspiciously. "He's upstairs. Go on, but keep it PG! Don't want little Cameron's running around, do we!?" she called after me as I went up the stairs.

"No, we don't" I muttered under my breath. I walked up the stairs looking at the pictures in the walls. The same pictures since I've been here. All of Cameron with trophies of games won. Family pictures and such. I walked down the hall and stopped outside of Cameron's door. It was quiet. I knocked a few times receiving no answer. Finally, I opened the door. It was the same as I remembered. The dark green walls, blue sheets and pillows. What shocked me was a picture- of me- next to his bedside table. I gulped looking away from the picture. Of the day Cameron asked me out. "Cameron?" I asked stepping inside and closing the door behind me."Cam-" I started.

A door opening made me jump. And not just any door. The bathroom door. I gasped, turning away as a naked Cameron walked out. Half naked if you count the towel he had around his hips. "Mere" his voice said.

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•Gale•

I walked down the street not really paying attention to where I was going. Thoughts of Mere with him made my blood boil. Even now, after two long weeks. Two weeks of him kissing her. And her letting him.