Just Friends (Bring Me The Horizon Fanfic)

Chapter 18 & Update

Update: Well, I know it's been forever since I've updated and I'm sorry about that. I just didn't really have anything to write about and I sort of gave up. I can't promise frequent updates because writing isn't number 1 on my list. I have school, state testing coming up, and writing is just something that's more of a hobby that I do when there's nothing else to do basically. Although, I will try harder to update.

So here it is the long awaited Chapter 18.

I was searching through my small collection of DVD's that I had. It clearly wasn't a lot and I had already seen these movies multiple times. I decided on a romantic comedy that I had bought a few months ago and only seen twice. I plugged in my headphones and smacked while I watched the movie.

It finished close to around 3 in the morning. Since I knew it'd be awhile since the guys woke up, I thought I'd be able to sleep a little longer. Fortunately, I did until 7:30.

When I awoke no one was awake and the bus was stopped so I knew that we were at out destination. We now in one of the Texas stops. I jumped out of my bunk and headed to the small bathroom. I wiped my face with a makeup wipe just to feel a little more refreshed. I applied some concealer, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara. I changed from my shorts and tank to a Bring Me The Horizon shirt that I altered slightly and some ripped up jean shorts and black vans.

By the time I got out, Jordan and both Matt's were up, Oliver and Lee were still asleep.

"Morning guys!" I happily said as I grabbed my phone making sure it was charged.

"Hey Mel. I was just wondering if you'd want to go pick up some breakfast for the guys with me?" Jordan asked as he stood up.

"Sure if love to!" I replied. "Let me just redo my bun real quick."

I grabbed my bag, kissed Matt, and walked out with Jordan.

Jordan and I found a Mexican restaurant and ordered breakfast burritos for all of us. They smelled amazing. When we got back everyone was sitting, waiting for us.

"I figured you guys would be waiting for the food." Jordan said as we set the bags on the table.

Everyone grabbed a burrito and we all ate. When we were done it was 9:00.

"What time's your set today?" I asked cleaning up the table because I knew if I didn't do it these guys wouldn't.

"We play at 4 today." Oil answered back.

"That's great. I wanted to spend most of today walking around anyways so I'll still have time to do that and watch your set." I smiled.

"What did you want to do today, babe? I can always accompany you." Matt asked standing up.

"Hm. Just walk around look at the merch booths, maybe see some other band sets. Like any other person would be doing around warped." I replied.

"Well, it gets boring hanging with these guys all day so I'll join you for some of the day if you don't mind."

"Of course I don't mind, babe. I want to watch the guys set up if you want to come right now." I replied as I checked my phone to see the the time. Doors didn't open until 11 so they would've just begin setting up.

"Let me just go get ready real quick and I'll meet you out there soon."

I replied with an,"Okay," and headed out the bus and stood out there for a bit.

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Matt spent most of the day with me as walked all through out Warped. There were times where it was full on PDA with us. I really enjoyed being around Matt, but sometimes I don't know, it just felt weird. He was a really amazing guy and a great boyfriend, for sure, but things didn't always feel right and we hadn't even been together that long.

Matt left at 3 so the guys could get prepped for their set. I hung around their merch booth until it was close to 4. I walked backstage and stood there and watched their entire set. I always loved watching the guys do their thing on stage, but I couldn't keep my eyes off Oliver for some reason. He looked even better today and it seemed he was putting so much more effort. He looked hot.

Wait.

My head has been everywhere today. I don't even know what I should be thinking. Did I drink enough water? I really shouldn't be focusing on Oli. I'm with Matt, but it just doesn't feel right. It's hard it really is. I don't think I should be with Matt if I'm not even completely sure about where our relationship is. I can't be leading him on. I definitely need to tell him. I'm just not sure how it'll go. Drama is the last thing I want to start among these guys.