so i've tried a lot of things to combat my crippling bipolar depression, none of which have included making a diary on wattpad. yet.
i had a diary-type book on here when i was younger, back in my glory days. it's still on my account. it's titled "the book of me." i wrote it around age 15 and in 2 days i turn 19. it's funny how the world changes.
i'll introduce myself formally so that you don't have to waste your time starting in my prepubescent diary. i'm danielle, but i prefer to be called dani. as i said, i'm nearly 19. i live with my boyfriend of almost 3 years. i have mommy issues, daddy issues, brother issues, best friend issues, love issues—i guess an issue with nearly everybody. i used to have a life that was sewn so neatly together; i lived with my parents and had a blast at school with my best friends. now, i sit at home alone with no job (technically not yet) while my boyfriend is away at work and no school. college is for losers.
i have a few friends but i'm not really sure if all of them like me still. there's elias, my boyfriend of 3 (almost) years who i live with; blair, who i recently pissed off because of my crippling and unpredictable mood swings; moon, who i love so much and don't see enough; camila, who i'm trying to be friends with again; brooke, who i miss; halley, who i see sometimes; and a few friends from the organization i volunteer for (sounds great but it's complicated). i love my friends, but sometimes i turn into another person and push them so far away. i low key want to hug them and tell them i'm sorry.
anyway: i'm a demigirl, which is hella important to me. i'm also demisexual, bisexual, and panromantic. i'm kinda lazy and moody. i wear t-shirts and leggings every time i go out. i love the 1975. i sound edgy, but i'm really not.
i'm writing this intro i guess to start things out. i'm not sure how often i'll write or if i'll even write at all. anyone who follows me can see that i've long abandoned my old stories, which is kind of sad but happens sometimes. maybe this book will be another one of those. maybe not.
until then,
dani
YOU ARE READING
diary™
Randomjust a book that contains a lot of stuff that i go on about on a daily basis :-) i write about feelings, matt healy and what is happening in my life. i originally was going to delete this book but i decided to keep it.
