Soulmates

Chapter 9

Lily PoV

After two weeks I still felt very bad. I could barely sleep and my grades have been getting worse.
But at least Sirius stopped asking me out on a date every time we meet. Sometimes I meet him on the Astronomytower and we even talk a bit. He actually behaved like a fifthteen year old boy. And he hadn't had a 'girlfriend' in ages. Even if I never imagined I actually liked him.

Now I was sitting in the common room infront of the chimney. Every one else already went to bed as it was one in the morning.I still thought about my parents and about Tunia. I wrote to her about what happend and of cours she blamed me. She said if I weren't a 'Freak' and wouldn't attend Hogwarts it wouldn't have happened. And maybe she's right. They were murdered because of me. Because I was muggleborn. A mudblood as they call it.

Then suddenly I heard a noise up from the boys dormitories. The next moment Potter came running towards me. "Evans! Come with me. Now!", he yelled. "And why should I do this?", I questioned. "Because of Sirius!" " What's with him?" "He's in the coma again. You have to wake him up!" "Okay, I'm coming", I gave in. Together we went to their dorm where Sirius rolled in his bed. "He keeps yelling your name!", Remus explained. Right then he screamed again: "NO, DON'T HURT HER! NOT LILY!" Slowly and carefully I walked towards him. "Come on do it! Wake him up!", Potter said. "Don't rush her!", said Remus. Ignoring them I slowly kissed him. He kissed back immediately. I jerked away and ran out of their dorm to the Astronomytower. Like always. I sat there in silence untill someone came up behind me. It was Sirius. "Thank you", he simply said while he sat down next to me. I just nodded and laid my head on his shoulder. "Why were you still up in the common room? I mean it's two a.m. now, don't you need sleep?" "I got a letter from my sister, Petunia. She told me it was my fault our parents were murdered and she didn't want to see me at the funeral, which is next week", I cried. "Oh Lils, you're really not responsible for this!" "But if I weren't a witch, a mudblood, then they wouldn't have been killed!" "Don't call yourself the m- word and my parents don't just hate muggleborns. They also hate halfbloods, bloodtraitors and muggles. Briefly speaking they hate everyone who isn't a pureblood. And don't listen to her about the funeral. You should go there and bid them farewell. If you want me to I can come with you and back you up", he offerd. "Thank you Sirius it'd mean really much to me if you'd come with me", I admitted. "Anytime Lils." Then we fell back to silence and few minutes later we got off to sleep in this position.