Cover-up || Joshler ||

Chapter 1 || Jealousy? ||

|| Josh's pov ||

"You may now kiss the bride."

I watched as Tyler and Jenna kissed, it sort of hurt me. I couldn't watch anymore, so I looked away. Truth is, I'm happy for Tyler and Jenna, but I just couldn't believe that Tyler would be with Jenna more than me. I hated it.

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The wedding ended and it was already the next day. I would love to talk about how great it was, but there was just some parts of it that hurt me. I don't know why it hurt though, maybe it wa-

My thoughts were blocked when I heard Tyler speaking.

"Jish, are you okay? You seem a little down," Tyler said.

I loved when he called me "Jish."

"Yeah, I'm fine. It's just that I'm starting to get sick," I told him.

"Oh," was all he said. "Well, I'll get you some Nyquil if you'd like." He always does that when I actually do get sick. Tyler is such a cute smol bean, as the clique would say. Wait, did I just say that.. ? I probably meant it in a best fren way. Yeah, best fren way.

"Tyjo, you don't have to do that, I could do it myself. Plus, you already know I hate Nyquil. It's really disgusting," I said with a small chuckle.

"But Jish, I want to do it for you. After all, you're my best fren, and I need to take care of you," He said as he walked towards me, and hugged my head. "You should dy-," His phone rang.

He let go of me, but I didn't want him to. It felt so comforting, I loved it. Which was weird, because he always hugs me and I don't know why I'm feeling this way.

"It's Jenna, sorry Jish but I've to go," I heard him say. I felt a pang of.. jealousy?

"Oh, bye," I muttered, hoping he heard me.

"Jish, are you alright being alone, sick? Are you okay with me leaving? I could stay if you want me to."

"No, Jenna is your wife, so go." I said coldly. "I'll be fine," I lied. I heard a wince come from Tyler, and I suddenly felt so dumb for saying it like that.

"Okay.. bye Josh," Was all he said before leaving. I wanted to hurt myself for making him upset. I don't know why I was jealous though. That was the bigger problem I had to worry about.

|| Tyler's pov ||

Josh's words, "No, Jenna is your wife, so go," kept replaying in my head. The way he said that sentence made me wince, I don't know how or why, but it just did.

"Hi honey," Jenna says as soon as I get out of my car. I put behind what Josh said, and started smiling.

"Hello love, what did you need me for?" I asked her. She never really told me, but I'm guessing this is for our honeymoon.

"I was wondering if you'd like to go to anywhere for our honeymoon," She said. I was really happy about it, but now I'm not so sure?

"I haven't really thought of where we should go," I told her. She had a look that kind of said Well this is gonna take a while. I honestly thought she planned it..

"Oh, well how about we go to Cancun, Mexico. We went there last year with Josh and Debby, you loved it, so why not go again?" She suggested with a bright smile on her face.

I liked Cancun, it was beautiful. The water is so clear. I remembered one of my oldest songs, and I started singing it in my head.

I haven't found a drop..
I haven't found a drop of water..
Water..

"Tyler! You were zoned out, are you okay?" Jenna said. I forgot we were talking. "So, is Cancun okay?"

"Yeah, of course love, " I said without any hesitation.

"Great, I'll try to book ourselves tomorrow," She said. The next moment, her lips are against mine. It wasn't rough, but a sweet kiss.

"I love you, honey," She said as she pulled away.

"I love you too, Jenna."

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Jenna went to the mall with Debby. I texted Josh if he wanted to come over 2 hours ago, but I never got a reply. I started getting really worried, and felt lonely. So, I thought I'd just take a nap.

"Tyler.. I can't do this anymore." Josh said.

"Josh! What are going to do?! Please don't leave me," I told him, tears coming out of my eyes.

"You need her more than me, I'm sorry.. I don't know why I.. "He trailed off.

"Tyler, are you okay? You were crying and screaming in your sleep," I heard someone say. That someone was Josh. The boy I could trust.

"Please, don't ever leave me," I said, wiping the tears out of my eyes. As I was wiping them, I felt arms wrapping around me. Josh was giving me a hug.

"I won't, I promise," He said, softly whispering.

"Thank you.." I said, hugging him back.

It's been an hour since I woke up. Josh and I are watching a random horror movie. I'm not sure what it's called, but it really scares me. I look over and see that Josh is perfectly fine, meanwhile I'm here under my blanket, shivering.

"Tyjo, are you okay? You seem a little frightened by the movie," He says, looking at me with a little bit of a worry expression.

"I.. just don't like this movie," I say, laughing nervously.

"Oh, we could do something else," Josh said, smiling. The way he smiles is just so cute that I could just kiss him. Uh, wait, no homo though...

"I'm really tired so, is it okay if I sleep.. ?" I asked Josh.

"Sure Tyjo, anything for you," He smiled. I lay down, my head on his laps, I held on his hand. I felt safe with him.

"Goodnight Tyjo, I love you,"Josh told me.

"Night Joshua, love you too," I said. Next thing I know is I'm asleep.

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Oml. This was the first story I ever will be writing :') I'm so proud of myself for the first time in forever. Thank you for reading thisss fjdkfkdk i hope it was good enough for you all. also s/o to my fren for helping me with the title haha DovahQwiin okay gbye stay alive frens |-/