Cover-up || Joshler ||

Chapter 6 || Sick as frick ||

I'm in love with Cartoon atm. On & on is literally aAAAAHHHHH ITS SO GREAT AND SORRY IF THIS I WASTING YOUR TIME BUTTTTT I RECOMMEND YOU LISTEN TO THEM. DONT HAVE TO BUT YEAH. OKAY NOW ON WITH THIS FIC

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I woke up to my arm and leg hurting. I heard someone singing Screen, and it sounded exactly like Tyler. I looked to see where the singing was coming from, and it was Tyler. I could see that he had been crying, and he still is.

"T-Tyler?" I said. He looked up,  quickly, and wiped his tears. He had a surprised expression on his face. "Oh my goodness! Debby! Josh is awake!!" He shouted, loud enough that Debby bursted through door.

"Josh!" Debby yelled with excitement.

It's been 20 minutes since I woke up, and we all had just realised it was 3 am. "I better get going, I promised Jenna I'd meet her at the beach with Ashley, Hayley, Melanie, and other Hayley" Debby said, giggling a little, and so did Tyler.

"Okay, bye Debs." Tyler and I said, giving her a hug before she left. "Tyler, are you not tired?" I asked him, giving him a curious look.

"Yeah, but I have to make sure you're okay.." He responded sleepily. "Tyjo, if you're that tired just lay down next to me and sleep. You don't have to take care of me." I said, scooting over and patting the space I left for him.

"O-okay, are you sure you're okay with this?" He asked, making sure. "If I wasn't, I wouldn't be asking you, would I?" I responded, smiling a little. He smiled back, and just laid down next to me.

My heart started to flutter, and started beating a little faster as soon as we touched shoulders. I hope he didn't feel it. I ignored the feeling, and just stared up at the ceiling. I listened to Tyler's breathing, it was so soothing. I looked over at Tyler, but he was already looking at me. I was surprised, and I blushed.

"Jish, you should dye your hair. I think you'll look.. sick as frick with another color!" He suggested, happily, but also sleepily. "I'll see. I haven't figured out another color though," I told him, smiling at how sleepy he looked.

"Jish, can we... c-cuddle? I-I'm sorry, t-that's weird. N-nevermind, for.. forget I ever a-asked.." He stammered, turning around to face the window. I didn't want him to do that. I wrapped my arm, the one without a cast, around him.

"I-is that a y-yes?" He turned, and looked at me with a surprised face. "Of course, we're best friends. Are we not?" I asked. I wish I could say together instead of best friends..

"Yeah, we are" He said, smiling, even though I couldn't see I could tell he was smiling. "Hey Tyler.. Sing me something? I can't seem to fall asleep.." I told him.

"Okay, but only 'til you fall asleep." He said, turning around and smiling a little. Those lips. I wanted to kiss them with my own.

|| Tyler's pov ||

I wasn't sure what to sing. Randomly, a lyric came out of my mouth.

"Turn away. If you could get me a drink of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded."Was the lyrics that came out of my mouth. Josh just looked and me and was confused for a second but let it slide. I decided to continue, even though it was from my favorite band, My Chemical Romance.

Call my aunt Marie, help her gather all my things, and bury me in all my favorite colors. My sisters and my brothers still, I will not kiss you.. 'Cause the hardest part of this i-

I was cut off by lips that were against mine. Josh's lips. I panicked and pulled from the kiss.

"Josh, what the heck?!" I told him, almost yelling. "I-I didn't.. I d-don't know w-what t-that was.. I'm.." He stuttered, but I interrupted him.

"I'm married to Jenna. What the heck were you thinking? You're so dumb.. After that accident you think you can just kiss me?! I-I can't do this Joshua. I'm going, have fun being alone." I said, my voice sounded of anger, and I didn't mean for it to be. As soon as I left his room, I heard him sob. That wasn't what I had planned, I just wanted a simple sleepover next to him. Not that.

"I hate myself. I made Josh cry.. What kind of best friend am I?!" I yelled at myself, getting inside my car. I hit the steering wheel a couple times until I had a bruise of both hands. Josh probably doesn't want to talk to me anymore. He probably hates me..

There it goes. The same voice I haven't heard in a while. As soon as I said that, the deep voice that I thought was gone, had come back.

"That's right, he hates you. Just like everyone else." He had said.

It was Blurryface. He's back to ruin me once again. I hated him, but I wonder how I got rid of him before. I never remembered, and I needed to.

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As soon as I got home, I had to sleep.. before Blurryface makes me doing what I stopped doing.

When I plopped down on my bed I started to regret what I said to Josh. I wanted to text him, but the voices. Blurryface wouldn't stop. I wish I could just end it all.

"You can end it by feeling pain. Remember all the memories we had in the bathroom" Blurryface said. I knew what he had meant, and I didn't dare go back there.

"Don't try to resist the blades. You know you want to, Tyler"

"Stop! Get out of my head! I don't want to and I won't do it!" I yelled at him.

"Now now Tyler. You want to end this, don't you?" He said. He was right, I did want to end this. So I walked to the bathroom. I slowly walked in, opened the drawer, grabbed the blade.

"Pain will end it all" Blurryface said.

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I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN A WEEK JDSJSJFNDMMDNCJW I DIDNT HAVE MUCH IDEAD FOR THIS CHAPTER BUT NOW I DO SO YAY. I PROMISE (get that reference? ;) ahah kms) I'LL PUBLISH CHAPTER 7 TOMORROW. ALRIGHT GBYE AND STAY SLIVE FRENS |-/ LOVE YOU ALL.