Cover-up || Joshler ||

Chapter 5 || Just A Dream ||

I've literally been playing Truce for a long time. About 2 hours. I. Need. Some. Help xnkdjckdjskdkfkkfkdkdkdkd.

I watched as Tyler left the bathroom, then turned to Brendon. He sighed of relief, and so did Ryan and I. Although I felt really bad for being that selfish to Tyler. I'm always an idiot. What if I just left? Would he be happier? Yeah.. maybe he would.. I was about to say something, but I just asked Brendon to continue what he was gonna say.

"You like him and Debby. That means he can like two people too. You never know, so don't just say he doesn't like you."Brendon continued. "Also, you should have seen how he clenched his fists when Brendon said you like Debby. Dude, he's jealous." Ryan said.

"Fine. I just don't know about Debby anymore..We're kind of distant, even though she invited me to her house today. She's been with Jenna more." I told them.

"Haha, maybe they're lesbians for each other." Brendon said, laughing a little. "I never thought of Debby that way, but damn.. maybe." Ryan told him.

"Ahah, okay well I gotta go, Tyler's waiting." I said, walking to the door, and waving goodbye to them. When I walked out, I saw Tyler there and I knew I had to apologize. He saw me, and as soon as he did...

"I'm sorry." I told him, pulling him closer to me for a hug. The hug was long, until Jenna interrupted us and we had to go. Tyler said it was okay, so now I'm glad he had forgiven me. Even after I've been such a jerk to him.

The whole car ride to our own homes was quiet. I dropped Tyler off first, then Jenna, and Debby. Before I could let Debby go, I had to do something.. Something that will make her think I'm weird.

"Debby, before you go in.. can we talk? There's something I've been wanting to tell you.." I told her, as soon as she stepped on her porch. "Of course babe. What is it?" She asked, holding onto my hand.

"I.. I think we need to.." I trailed off, I found it hard to say it. "Break up. I know, you like someone else. I can tell. It's okay. I still love you very much, I hope things work out with whoever the girl is." She told me, smiling and hugging me.

"W-well... "she's" a-actually a g-guy..." I said, pulling away from the hug as soon as I said that. I was waiting for her to yell at me.

"Well, boy or girl, whatever makes you happy. I just hope they'll treat you better than I did. But.. do I know who this guy is?" She asked.

"Y-yeah... I can't tell you though... You'll be disgusted, and mad... I-I should go now.. Bye Debs, and goodnight." I told her, getting back in my car, driving off.

My thoughts kept distracting me, I tried to stop it. All I thought about was Tyler. I guess I like him... There's no way to getting rid of the feeling now.. I forgot I was driving. Now everything went black.

|| Tyler's pov ||

"Tyler, let go of me!" Josh yelled.

"Josh, I-I can't let y-you leave me. I n-need y-you..." I shouted.

"Tyler, stop. Stop it already. You don't need me!" He yelled, a tear coming out of his right eye. "You need Jenna, you only need her. Bye Tyler."

I woke up with sweat running down my face, arms, legs, and stomach. It was just a dream. The worst one. I hated that dream. The thought of Josh leaving me always terrified me. I was in the mood to play my piano, so I did. I decided to sing one of my oldest songs. For someone, I'm not sure who the someone is yet... But I had a feeling it was either Josh or Jenna..

You say things with your mouth, cobwebs and flies come out. I hear a second voice behind your tongue somehow. Luckily I can read your mind, flies and cobwebs unwind. They will not take you down, they will not cast you out.. ou-ou-ou-out. Dear friend here we are again, pretending to understand how you think your world is ending, sending signals and red flags in waves. It's hard to tell the difference between blood and water these days. I'll pray that one day you see the only difference between life and dying is one is trying. That's all we're going to do. So, try to love me, and I'll try to save you. Won't you stay alive? I'll take you on a ride. I will make you believe, you are lovely.

I was going to continue, but my phone begun to ring like crazy. They were all from Debby.

"Tyler! Please answer!"

"Josh is hurt"

"He got in a car accident, he's in the hospital now, please answer."

"Tyler!! Please."

"He needs you."

I started panicking, and changed clothes. I grabbed my shoes, and keys. I ran out the door, not caring if I didn't have my shoes on, because well.. MY BEST FRIEND IS IN THE HOSPITAL! I was actually surprised that I ran, I never do. I'm so lazy, gosh... The ride to the hospital was long, I kept tapping my fingers, I was so nervous and on was the verge of crying. I just hope Josh is okay, that's all that matters to me right now.

"Thank god you're here, Tyler!" Debby said when I walked in the hospital. She was crying. "They wouldn't let me into his room." I hugged her and told her it was okay. Her mascara and whatever else makeup she was wearing, was ruined, running down her face. She looked like a mess. I don't blame her though.

"S'cuse me but could I visit Josh Dun?" I told one of the ladies behind the counter. "Are you family?" She asked.

"No, but Josh i-" She cut me off. "Sorry, I can't let you in there then. Come again tomorrow, yes?" She told me. I wanted to scream at her, until Josh's mom walked right next to me.

"I'm Joshua Dun's mother, and I'll be taking him with me to visit Josh." She told the lady. Bless Momma Dun, I love her. I told Debby to come as well and she did. "Thanks, Momma Dun." I told her.

"It's okay, I know how you feel. It's going to be okay." She told me, and I started crying. Debby and Momma Dun hugged me. All I wanted to see was Josh's face, I needed to know if he was okay.

When I walked it, Josh was asleep he had a cast on his arm though. I wasn't sure about other parts, I couldn't see much. My eyes were puffy from crying. Debby and Momma Dun had said things to Josh, then they left him and I alone. I decided to sing for him.

"I do not know, why I would go in front of you, and hide my soul.. cause you're the only one who knows it..." I started crying a little, until I heard a voice.

"T-Tyler?" He spoke.

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I sort of cried while typing some parts, oops. I'm sorry if this made you cry too ilyilyilyily and pls forgive me. Another s/o to Jay bc why not? regionalatjamie You should read his fics, they're greAT LIKE FJSDKDK okay i'll shut up. Anyways, hope you enjoyed wooT. Gbye and stay alive frens |-/

Precious as fuck, icant even.