Tyler got off the bed, ran out, and slammed the door. I just realized what I had done. I hated myself. I hate every single part of me. Why did I have to kiss him?! God, he was right.. I'm so dumb.. He must hate me now, but I don't blame him. I was stupid and kissed him.
"Don't leave me alone..," I whispered.
I saw him look back at me for the last time through the transparent wall. That's when I broke down. I couldn't hold in my tears anymore. He just stood there for another minute, watching me cry, and left. I stopped crying about 20 minutes later, and checked my phone.
"Yo Josh, sorry I couldn't come visit you at the hospital, kinda grounded lol. I hope you get better soon. Bye, love ya lots bro" Jordan, my brother, messaged me.
Well, Jordan, sorry to let you down, but it seems I won't get better soon.. due to how stupid I am. I messaged Brendon, and Ryan to see if they were still awake 'cause they knew I like Tyler, and plus I trust them a lot. They were like my second family.
You have added Ryro:) and Forehead to the chat!
Ryro:) : Gay god has been summoned. Hello fellow gays. ;)
Forehead : You? Gay god? I think the fuck not, hoe.
Forehead : Are you saying pot? You have problems.. Anyways, Josh you do know he's married, right? 😮 Fuck, what did he say/do?!?!?!?!?!
?Jishuwa¿ : I can't say right now... I just need some sleep... Bye Brendon, Ryan. Love you both.
Ryro:) : I was saying otp you dumb dyslexic fuck. Bella Thorne much lmao and okay bye Josh ilyt !!!11!1
Forehead : Fight me Ryan.😐😑 Bye Jishuwa I love you mORE THAN RYAN !! ☺💞
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I couldn't sleep. I tried hugging a pillow, sleeping with my legs on the wall, music, and yet nothing helped. It was already 4 am, and which means Tyler is leaving in 3 or 4 days. Maybe now he isn't afraid of leaving me and being thousands of miles apart from me. I mean, at least he's with person he truly wants, and loves. After all, I still have Debby, Ryan, Brendon, and many other friends.
I heard a knock on my door. I went to open it, and an old familiar face popped up. He also had a cast on his arm as well.
"Car accident too?" He spoke. He had an Australian accent, which I personally loved.
"Heh, yeah. Nice to see you again, Troye" I said, gesturing him to come in. "And you too. Well, what have we here? Red eyes. Have you been crying, mate?" He asked, looking right at my eyes as soon as we sat down on the hospital bed.
"Yeah.. It's a long story..." I whispered.
"Spill the damn beans, and start from the beginning hoe" Troye said in a sassy way, making me laugh a little. "Alright, well..."
|| Tyler's pov ||
After cutting, I immediately threw on a hoodie. Guess I'll have to be wearing these more often.. just like last time. I was in the worst mood. I'm really tired, and I can't sleep. It's 4:36 am, and here I am... still thinking of Josh. I went through our texts a couple days ago and came across a photo of Josh and I holding hands. We were both running in the rain, and it was a great day with him.
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?Jishuwa¿ : Good old days tyjo good old days :)
I wanted to go back to Josh, but I knew I couldn't. First, he probably doesn't want to see or talk to me. Second, why the heck would visiting hours began at 4 am?! Third, Blurryface came back.
My phone began ringing, but I just ignored it and went straight to netflix. I wanted to watch American Horror Story, but part of me wasn't in the mood.
I decided to watch Stranger Things all over again. Honestly, I fell in love with this show, and immediately want a season 2. I'm very impatient. Eleven literally taught us how to steal waffles, and boy do I love her for that.
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It turns out I fell asleep, and now I'm here. Awake. It's 10:53 am. I was debating whether I should just get cereal or make pancakes. But then again, I suck at cooking so what even.
Knock knock
I opened the door, and Brendon was standing there. "Hey boo, did I wake you?" He said. "No, and please don't call me boo.. It's weird" I said.
"Sure thing, boo." He said, laughing. We both went in the kitchen. I grabbed a bowl, a spoon, and some Cheerios.
"Could you get the milk for me?" I asked, turning to him. I hope he gets that uncomfortable look, because it's really funny. "U-uh.. Sure.." He stuttered, while I giggled a little.
"So, why are you here?" I asked him, eating my Cheerios. "I just wanted to ask if you're okay. I mean, since Josh is in the hospital I thought I'd come check on you" Brendon replied.
A part of me wanted to lie and say I'm fine, but the other wanted to say what happened with Josh and that Blurry's back.
"Wait, why are you wearing a hoodie?" He questioned, staring at me as if he knew. I stared back at him wide eyed, and put my arms down on my laps. "I'm cold.. ?" I responded.
"Boo, if you were just cold you wouldn't look like you were panicking and move you arms that quickly," He said. I admit he was right. I'm such a loser.
"Unless... Show me your arms, Tyler."
"Why? Do you not believe that I'm cold? Okay, wow. I thought friends believed each other. I guess not," I said, trying to get away from showing my arms.
"Tyler. Stop playing, and show me them" I tried to run to my room but he grabbed me and rolled up my sleeves.
"Tyler Robert Joseph!" He shouted.
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I broke my promise omg kms... I'm such a liar aHHH cjsndsncnsncn Well here's your LATE story. It's so cringy, I know. Wellllllllll I love ya all, gbye, and stay alive frens |-/
