Beauty And The Not SoTypical Nerd(BoyxBoy)

Week 1:pt.4

I walk into Mr. Bitchy classroom and sit down, yeah blah blah blah. Anyway, there is a reason why I hate Wednesdays so freaking much. "Okay class, it is Wednesday which means we stay outside for the whole school day and stuff" Mr. Bitchy sigh, he also hates these days.

This is why I hate Wednesdays, we have to go outside and I hate the sun so much. It is like, 84° outside right now and I don't want to go. The whole class got up and went to the nearest door, going outside.

Now, here we are sitting outside, most of the school was outside. I found Tara and Michael under the tree making out. How I love my friends, they leave me to make out. So, here I am sitting under a weird shape tree; looking at people.

I see Lucas taking off his shirt and showing off his 'sex god' body. He's body is the definition of perfection. He has a 6 pack, a deep v line, his muscles and back muscle are unf, and he has deep collarbones. My mind is staring to drift off to very dirty thoughts because, of his body.

Ugh! This is the main reason why I hate Wednesdays; the sex god takes of his shirt on warm or hot days. I cross my legs, having tight pants with a boner is horrible. The tightness is killing me and it is the entire sex god fault.

"Wife, I love it when you stare at me" a voice said, that was practically right next to me. I jump a little and recognize who the voice belong to, "Lucas, when did you get over here, you scared me".

Lucas smirks and looks down "forget about that, I would like to know if you got that boner because of me". I started blushing hard and look at his body, bad mistake. "U-uh, I-I, F-forget i-it" I stutter while looking away. Lucas smirk got bigger and he started rubbing my leg, "you’re making it hard for me when you do this". I begin to tremble under his touch, "h-hard a-a-about w-what?"

Lucas grabs the bulge in my pants and squeezes it, "my self-control". I let a low moan pass my lips, "a-ah w-wait L-L-Lucas, p-people around". Lucas started rubbing my bulge and move towards my ear. "No one can see us, you pick a perfect spot" he whispers. Fuck, I'm going to lose my mind. I can hear moans pass my lips, this sucks.

I look at up at Lucas, fuck he is too sexy. "L-Lucas" I whimper. Lucas stop and a small blush pass across his face, "don't do that, I might really lose my mind and self-control". I blush while looking at him blushing, he look so cute blushing. "I'm s-sorry" I murmur.

Lucas looks at me and grabs my face, "why do you do this to me?” He then kisses me; I started to melt into the kiss. Lucas lips my lips, I open them with a low moan, and he stuck his tongue inside my mouth. Our tongue started moving together, as the kiss became deeper and deeper. I'm melting so much into this kiss, I want it to last.

Lucas and me stop and move away to catch our breath, "Fuck I can't do this" Lucas said. I look at him and ask, "Do what?" He looks at me and sigh, "All of this, Alex, The stuff that is going on". What he said hurt me so much, my heart just drop. "I'm sorry, you can just forget everything. You can just leave and stop feeding me lies" I cried. I couldn't help but, let tears fall down my face.

Lucas eyes got wide, then he look away, "I'm not lying about anything, I want you, I always wanted you. But, I can't love you because of our status. I can't be with you even though I want to. You are an outcast, I'm popular. This can't work. I can't do this, I'm sorry."

Lucas got up and left, never looking back. I cried even harder, why am I so unlucky? I can see why he cares about the status between us but, can't he forget that. And then he said he always love me, does that mean he always love me from day one? I can't do this, my head is hurting from this and my tears won't stop falling.

I got up and ran to the front of the school. I quickly got my skateboard and rode back home with it. Yes, I just left school and decided to go home. I'm going to be in big trouble but, who cares. My head and heart hurts so much, I can't deal with this.

Why can't I stop loving him? Why is it so hard? I want to lock myself in a room and stay there.

Why is High-School love between to different statuses so hard?