Beauty And The Not SoTypical Nerd(BoyxBoy)

Week 3:Pt.3

Saturday:

Ever woke up in a hospital with people crying on you, but you never even knew how you got there? Right now, I am in a hospital and my eyes feel so heavy while my throat feels really dry. I can tell that my mom is crying on my arm, my aunt is trying to calm her down even though her voice sounds like its cracking, I can hear my two best friends crying while calling my name, and I think I can hear Lucas crying; also calling my name. Wait, even Lucas is here, I thought he was already gone from my life.

Anyway, that is not the point; the point is how did I get here with all of them around me in the first place? I only remember that I was at home alone and started looking at the scars on my arm, I thought I should cut again to get rid of my pain. So, I went upstairs to my room and went to the bathroom, pulling out my razor. I was cutting my arm until I accidently cut really deep and my arm would not stop bleeding. I was panicking a little bit, but I stop and grab my phone, setting on the ground. I was going to die and I really do not car because who does.

I mean my life is a living hell, the guy I love was leaving me behind, and I'm just a plain wreck. So, I decided to text my aunt, my mom, my best friends, and Lucas a 'good-bye.' After I finish, I threw my phone down and lay down on the ground because I was starting to see white. I felt dizzy and my body was started to get cold, I sigh while thinking, 'I guess this is the end.' I heard the front door being busted open, but my eyes felt so heavy and I eventually pass out, hearing my name being called.

I guess my mom and auntie must have come and help, they should have left me for death. I tried moving my arm to comfort my crying mother, but it was hard. My body felt like it was made of steel, I also wanted to open my eyes, but they felt like someone superglue them. I open my mouth and actually got words to leave them, even though it hurt so much, "p-pl-please d-d-don't c-ry."

It sounded like everyone turn towards me, I really do not know, but I do know that they are all on top of me saying my name. "Alex, Alex you finally spoke, thank God" the annoying voice, which was Tara, cried in relieve. "Alex" I heard a sexy voice whisper in tears, which was most likely Lucas voice. My mom was smiling even though tears were still coming down her eyes, I know because her face is on my arm and I can feel it. My auntie and Michael were both holding onto me, I can feel them crying still.

Hearing and feeling them crying is hurting me, I never meant for them to cry, "Please don't cry, I hate seeing y'all in tears." I felt hands move to my cheeks, "we are trying not to, but it is hard. I told you, we made a promise. I hate seeing those scars on your arm and you almost died. You were going to completely leave this world; I would not have survived knowing you were completely gone. I love you so much Alex, we all love you and would have hate to see someone like you leave us", it was Lucas voice.

I started crying which actually help me open my eyes, my eyes started opening up slowly. I finally got to see everybody's face, even though all I mostly saw was blur because of my tears. I finally move both my arms and pat my mom's head with my left while my right arm was on Lucas's arm. "I'm sorry" I responded with a crack voice. All of them smile and held me.

It was like this for a couple of minutes until the nurse came and told everyone to leave. All of them kiss my forehead and said 'I love you', except Lucas kiss my lips. I was a blushing mess and the nurse smile and wink at us both, it was embarrassing.

Anyway, I had to say in the hospital till Sunday, which is tomorrow, and it sucks. Who really wants to stay in a hospital all night, it is really creepy. It is midnight already and I cannot sleep; my best friend left me a phone because I do not have mine. I grab it and dial up Lucas number; I really want to hear his voice. The phone kept ringing and then I heard a, "hello", I smile and replied, "Hey, sexy I couldn't sleep and decide to dial up this sex hotline, what are you wearing?"