Beauty And The Not SoTypical Nerd(BoyxBoy)

Week 2: Pt.2

Wednesday:

Here I am, lying on my bed, not getting up and leaving for school. I do not want to go and I am tired of going. One absent will not hurt my grade anyway.

I got up from my bed to tell my mom I am not going to school. She was fine with it and went back to sleep, actually she does not care. My mom wants me to stay home all the time so, I can skip and miss school without getting in trouble with her.

Anyway, I went downstairs and set on the couch, watching nothing. I am just cuddling with a pillow on the couch, wanting to cry. Fuck, I hate crying, it sucks. Never in my life have I cried this much, not even when I was born/ when I was baby. Moreover, look at me, I am crying like a heartbroken teenage girl.

As I was getting ready to turn one the TV, the doorbell had rung. Fuck, I am tired and exhausted, who could this be? I got up, unlock the door, and open it. You have to be fucking kidding me, Lucas is here. I jump onto Lucas, almost making us fall. "Hey, I swear you are like a dog happy to see his owner" Lucas chuckled

I pouted a bit as I punch him, "no, and more like a love struck teenage girl that is happy to see the one the love so much." Lucas stops chuckling and grab my cheek, looking at me with a soft loving look. "I love you so much, I wish I can be with you" Lucas, somewhat whisper. I look at him with an equal look, fuck; I love him so much that it is literally killing me.

"Lucas" I whisper as I grab his hand, "please stay with me today." Lucas smile and nodded his head, he pull me inside my house and close the door. He continues to pull me as he walk to my room. We got to my room, walk in, and shut the door. He lay down on my bed and I lay down next to him. "I hope you know, only for today, this is the only time I can stay with you," Lucas told me in a sad tone.

"Why?" I ask while looking at home confuse. "My sister found out about my love for you from Blake and she told me if I don't stay away from you, she is telling out parents. And if that happens, I have to leave" Lucas answer me, sounding like he was getting ready to cry. I touched his hand and held it, "Lucas, I'm sorry." Lucas looks at me and started to cry, "No need for sorry, nothing was your fault, I was careless. I-I just do not want to leave you. I love you."

I was surprise and shock, Lucas is crying, but my eyes soften and I hug him tightly, not wanting to let go. "Your still here, you won't leave me. At least I can see you at school; we can try to be sneakier. Please, just p-please do not cry. I love you too," I cried, fuck I was even breaking down. Seeing him cry hurts more than him being a fucking jerk.

Lucas smile and put his forehead on mines, "I really wish we can be together, I really wish...I don't even know anymore. I'm so confused when it comes to you." I laugh a little bit, "Very confuse." Lucas also laughs while he punches me "Jackass."

I am now just sitting on the couch, hugging Lucas jacket. Oh, did I forget, he left his jacket here. I think he did it on purpose, haha, and I love him so much. I hug his jacket more closely to me and had a big smile on my face. Yep, I am a love struck teenage girl except I am a guy.

His smell that is left on the jacket makes me wish he were still here with me. I want him to drive back over here, but I know he cannot.

I love Lucas too much; I am losing my mind like no tomorrow.

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It was already the afternoon, where school is about to end. I would say that in an hour or two, it would be noon.

Lucas and me just talk all day and act like idiots. We did had are moments where we just cried, which was a beautiful moment. Lucas is so cute when he cries and I love it a lot. There were those heated moments and Lucas would get mad, yelling, "I'm very sexual frustrated because of you, either you let me fuck you or stop being seductive." Those times made me laugh because, he was just so cute and funny, being all frustrated and stuff.