Beauty And The Not SoTypical Nerd(BoyxBoy)

Week 1: Part 2

I stay in the nurse office for the rest of the day. The nurse walked in at some point and let me stay in here. She understood that I was having a horrible time. She even left tissues next to me and walk out.

I never cried this much since I was little. What he did I do to deserve this much hurt? When I heard the bell, telling that school is over, I fast walk out the nurse office. I don't want no one seeing me cry, especially my best friends.

I continue to speed walk outside and grab my skate board. I begin to ride home, ignoring everything around me. As I reach home, I went to my door and close it. "Mom, I'm home!" I yelled while closing the door behind me.

My mom literally ran down the stairs and fell down. I ran to my mom and sigh, "Stop running down the stairs each time I return home". You see what I mean when I said 'she is not in her right mind'. I help her up and set her down in the living room, on the leather couch. "I'm sorry honey, mommy got a little excited that you return home. I thought you were also going to leave" my mom said in a sad tone.

I sigh again, "Mom for the last time, I'm never going to leave. Well till I get to college but, I will visit a lot". My mom only look at me and smile "I love you too honey". I also smile and kiss her forehead. I turn on the TV for her and walk upstairs but, before I actually got up the stairs the door had rang. I sigh once again, "I'll get it".

I walk to the door and open the door. I look up to see the sex god at my house. I slam the door close and begin to breathe hard. 'Why is today not my day' I ask myself. The doorbell rang again and I decided to open the door once again. "y-yes" I stuttered. Fuck, I'm stuttering again like an idiot.

"You know you are pretty mean to close the door on my face" Lucas smirk. I hate that sexy smirk so much because; it means something bad is going to happen. "I-I'm s-sorry" I stuttered once again. Someone please just kill me. "Can I come in?" Lucas asks. I nodded my head 'yes' and move out the way so, he can come in. When he walks inside the house, I close the door.

"Let's go upstairs to my room, it is not safe down here" I said while looking at my mom. Lucas didn't say anything and follow me upstairs. When we reach upstairs, it was a long hallway with about seven doors. I walk to the fourth door on the right side, near the stairs and open the door. Lucas was the first to walk in my room and I followed while closing the door.

Lucas set down on the bed and I set down with him. "Uh....why are you here?" I ask with a curious look. I'm stupid to ask when he is already in my room but, who cares. Lucas looks at me and smirk, "Wife doesn’t tell me you forgot about the project". Shit, I was crying so much over him on the way home, I forgot about the marriage project.

"I-I'm sorry, I f-forgot" I stutter. Every time he is around, I can't help but stutter at times. Lucas laugh and move close to me too close. He put his hand on my face and moves close to my lips, to where we were an inch apart. "You are so cute" he whispers softly.

I should resist this, I should push him away, and I should of have never been alone with him. But, how do I do that? I love him to the point I can't resist him. No matter how much he hurts me, I will only crawl back to him. I close my eyes and close the distant between us.

Lucas grips my beanie and deepen the kiss. I wrap my arms around him and we both fell completely on the bed. He was on top of me while I was under him. Both of our tongues move against each other, as we both explore each other's mouth.

Lucas started moving his hands near my shirt and begins to lift it up, I also started lifting his shirt up. He stops kissing me and move towards my neck, biting on my skin and licking it. "A-ah, L-Lucas" I moaned while turning red. He moves his hands inside my lifted shirt and started pinching my nipples, while still nipping on my neck. "A-Ah" I let out another moan, louder than my other moans.

Fuck, I can feel myself getting hard. Lucas moves his leg in between my legs and started rubbing the bulge in my pants. "A-ah, w-wait L-Lucas, l-lets s-s-stop" I moan.  

Lucas stops what he was doing and look up at me. "Do you really want me to stop?" Lucas asks. "Y-yes" I stuttered while looking away and blushing hard. Lucas set up on the bed and pushes his hair back while looking away, "I'm sorry". I also set up on the bed while pulling down my shirt. I look at him and murmur "it is okay".

Lucas looks back at me and smirk, "you look so sexy with your hair completely out". I blush hard while putting my hand on my head. I felt that my beanie was not on my head and my hair was fully out. I pale a little, and put my head down on my pillow. "S-shut up, don't look at my ugly hair and stop calling me sexy when I'm not" I complain.

Lucas bent down and put his mouth near my ear while his hand ran down my hair, "Your hair is beautiful and kind of long. Plus you are very sexy". I blush hard and once again feel myself getting hard. This closeness and his heat are going to be the death of me.

I move my head away, "L-Lucas, I c-can't stand t-t-this". Lucas lay down next to me and started playing with my hair; my back was the only thing he can see. "What do you mean?" He asks. "The flirting, kissing, being a jerk, and everything else, Tell me, what do you want from me?" I explain and ask him.

Lucas stops playing with my hair and wrap his arms around me, "I only want you, every single thing about you to be mine". I blush hard and held onto Lucas arms. He probably is lying and I'm stupid for falling for his act but, I can't help to fall for it. Everything about him is making me fall even harder for him.  

My chest started to hurt and I begin to cry. I'm scared of being hurt but, I'm more scared of falling even harder for him. Lucas moves his arms from me and moves my body to where I was facing him. "Don't cry" Lucas whispered as he bent down and kiss my lips. I wrap my arms around him and kiss him back. The kiss was very sweet and gentle; I wish the kiss can last.

Lucas stop kissing me, got up from the bed, and look at the floor. "I will see you tomorrow, Alex" Lucas said. He walks to the door, open it, and closes the door. I lie on my back and put my arm over my eyes, as my tears started to flow down even harder.

I hate how he does this to me but, kind of love it at the same time. I love having his attention and I love the kissing but, I hate when he leaves or acts mean. I only want to have his full attention and for him to show his true feelings.

I know I can never get that and I know things well start to get worse later on but, I can hope. Hope for things to get better for me. Haha, I'm so stupid.

I'm going to hate school even more tomorrow. Please, let these three weeks end fast.