Beauty And The Not SoTypical Nerd(BoyxBoy)

Week 2:pt 1

Monday:

Well I am back at school and already feel like crap. My only two best friends are gone for two weeks. I want to cry so much, but I cannot. I wish they could be here, I am seeing less and less of them. Fuck, I hate this crappy feeling. When I feel crappy, my depression starts popping up, Fuck you life!

Anyway, I have been sitting in period three and ignoring whatever the teacher is saying. Oh, Lucas is not here because he had a fucking game today. My day is going bad and I hate Mondays.

The teacher finally, stop talking about some crap and pass out papers. Fuck, we need to write about our marriage partner. I do not know what to write about Lucas since last week was very confusing. I started writing some bullshit and hope the bell would ring.

The bell finally rang and I ran out the classroom, leaving my paper on the desk. As I continue to run to my other class, I bump into queen bitch. "Ew, Freak watch where you're going" Catherine complain.  

"Oh, I'm sorry; I didn't notice the queen of bitches was here. I thought you were with your dogs" I responded. Catherine look beyond piss, "look here you little cock sucking fag, I'm getting tired of that smart mouth of yours."

"Omg you don't say, I'm not really smart so how can my mouth be. In addition, bitch I bet you suck way more cock than I did. Which I never suck one before so, is if good?" I laugh. I am about to get my ass beat, I know it, but I am tired of this bitch mouth. Catherine was so piss, she look like she was about to explode. She grabs my arm and pulls me into a small room with her.

Lucas did this to me and now Catherine is pulling me into a room; the only thing different is I am probably getting beat up instead of kissing. Catherine pushes me hard against the wall, which hurts like all. She has strength like a freaking man that I even let a whimper pass my lips.

Catherine smirk, "awe look, which ones the real bitch." I look at her with a glare, "you still are, no one can beat a queen of bitches." Catherine punches hard in my face and laugh, "the real queen of bitches is you." Okay, that punch hurt so much, I can feel blood going down my chin. Fuck, she busted my lips. I look at her with a glare, trying to hide that I am in pain.

Catherine smirk widen even more, she look so creepy, and I am actually getting scared. She grip my chin, pulling it closer to her, "awe aren't you such a cute bitch." I was going to say something rude back to her, but she just did the unthinkable. Her lips were on mine; her FUCKING LIPS was on MINES. She let go of me and walk out the room.

I slide down the wall and put my hands on my face. This can't be happening, I'm going to lose my mind. Lucas makes out with me all the time and now Catherine, his sister just kiss me. Why is this happening? What is with people kissing me all of the sudden? This is my third fucking kiss.

My first kiss was taking by someone I love which is Lucas, Blake took it second by force, and now Catherine took it third by surprise. I need to leave this school or I might lose my fucking mind being here.

I walk out the small room and sneakily left the school, I know skipping is bad; I am going from a good student to a bad one.  

I begin to walk home because and I forgot my fucking skateboard. See what I mean, Monday is the worst. My day went from bad to worst. I wish my best friends were here and I wish Lucas were here.

I want him to hold stuff and me. I may seem selfish, but he makes me that way. I really want to see him and I really need him. I feel so stupid for letting myself get kiss by his sister. Fuck, where is Tara or Michael when I need them?  

I finally got home and do the things I usually do when I get home.

I let out the biggest sigh ever and set down on the couch. I am running away from my problems instead of solving them. I suck so much, I need to learn to stop being weak.