Unwillingly His ∽Kth

Part ♥5

Taehyung POV:

"Then what should I do when she is this close to me but I can't have her. Shit" I burst in Jimin's face without thinking making the atmosphere awkward and tense for the both of us.

No one of us uttered a word and Jungkook was in the middle like a lost puppy switching from me and Jimin searching for a way to lighten the tension in the air. Just then Jeanine return, open seeing out faces she know something was wrong but it wasn't the first time. Being with us all this time she grows to avoid talking with us when in this situation, knowing that we would eventually return like nothing happen.

She grabs her teddy bear and headed outside like she didn't see anything.

I decide to take a bath and change for school as a way to make him calm a little.

The moment I get out the bathroom, Jimin was lying in my bed, covering his eyes with his arm.

"Good now we should go, or else nothing would be waiting for us" Jungkook jump from his seating position in the sofa, stuffing his phone in his front pocket impatient to go and eat. He didn't even wait and hurried to open the door rushing us to follow him.

"It won't repeat next time" I said in a low voice looking at Jimin with the corner of my eyes as Jungkook was leading the way.

"And what are you planning to do?" Jimin ask, looking calmer now, all the tension and anger left him.

I know he isn't angry at me but the fact that his little sister is in the middle make him this tensed.

"I don't know, the only thing that causing problem and make me loose to my wolf is when I get closer to her so I think avoiding her is the only solution so that nothing of what happens earlier repeats itself"

"I don't think that's a good idea. Jeanine would feel the change in your behavior. After all she is the closes to you out of all the others"

"I don't see any other solution" I said as we get to the stairs "I said I'll wait, but if I stay close to her I don't think that would be the case. I can't guaranty that nothing would happen, because I don't think I'm the only controller of my body anymore"

Every time I see her, I feel like my wolf is in controller. I can't let him in control anymore. I need to wait and let her decide alone even though if that mean I need to wait. I know she would get hurt by me ignoring and avoiding her but this is the only solution that I see in front of me.

"I just don't want her to get hurt, you understand"

"I know"

My heart lurched the moment I saw her in her usual seat, smiling with the hyungs. I couldn't explain what I felt. A mixture of extreme happiness and yet, there was sadness.

I usually sit next to her, but I push Jungkook there instead and I direct to his place in the corner of the table grabbing the attention of everyone in the table and most likely her attention too. I never let anyone sit there even if we have argument.

I can't sit next to her when her scent is filling the air around, I can smell it from the stairs. It's not like a shampoo odor or a perfume but something else, her proper perfume, her proper scent, creamy and sweet. It doesn't compare to anything I smell before and I can smell it and identify it from a distance.

This is another thing with the werewolf, as we tend to identify our mate and feel them from their scent. It's durable now, as I can detect her scent from a short distance, but once I mark her that would change and I would smell, feel her heart beat and detect her position even from a long distance. The crazy thing is that our first kiss should be only with our mate that why we are really loyal and that what make my misery even more miserable.