Unwillingly His ∽Kth

Part 18

Taehyung POV:

I don't want this link

This phrase kept turning in my head all the way to class. I didn't even wait for the guys at the entrance like every day. I need alone time to think and came up of something to do.

I know something like this can happen, that she can refuse the link but something in me kept convincing me all this time that maybe, just maybe she would accept.

Keeping my distance now is a little hard since my wolf is connected to hers in some way but it isn't the only problem. My feelings for her are beyond simply the result of our link or the couple kisses we shared even though it counts too.

Thanks to this fate, I discovered my hidden feelings. I was gonna confess to her that this morning but hearing her conversation with her brother and getting a glimpse of her true feelings, get me to back off.

I throw my backpack on my table grabbing couple attention but decide to ignore it and sit down throwing my head back with closed eyes in a hope to clear my head a little.

Even with my relaxed state; I could feel a movement behind me. In a quick and out of reflex I grab the hand closing to my neck and I quickly stand up pinning it behind mobilizing it.

"Wowo, easy on my hand men" Jimin said with Jungkook just behind him.

I release his hand right away surprised of my mouvement especially that I usually detect them but that must be just because I was preoccupied by other things.

"This is not like you, what with you?" Jimin asks taking his place, still massaging his hand. While Jungkook rest in his place as silent as ever.

"Most likely thinking about yesterday" Jungkook commented.

"Why?" Jimin asked for him to get a quiet "stupid" comment from Jungkook.

"Nothing, I'm just tired from training" I lied, thankful when the teacher came silencing everyone.

"Don't over think and complicate it even more; just treat her like you always did. After all you mastered the "best friend" act well before. Just play it now and everything would fall into place" Jungkook whispered from his place behind me. I turn to look at him but he just whispered "Just friends"

Even though his words have some hidden meaning in them but it gives me some ideas.

I'm get scared of his personality sometimes since we can never understand him with his indifference and distance appearance especially his sharp attention and how he can read the situation.

Even though his idea seems good, but I can't make thinks like before and I can't make her be a little hard but that's the best option for now. That can at least make me stay next to her and maybe I can pull her to love me slowly.

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Jeanine POV:

I was perfectly fine before so why is it just after one kiss, I can't think of anything other than him?

Ever since I get throw the school front door, my eyes kept searching for him but they can't find him anywhere. It's like he disappeared.

He came alone to school and didn't even wait for guys. All the sign says that he is avoiding me but my mind can't understand that.

Why can't I have it like I want it? Why can't anything work the way I want it to be?

This is the main reason why I didn't want to confess but apparently the fate has to make it difficult for me.

"Jeaaaaaa" Hyeni pulls me for a strong hug, stopping me in my truck.

"What this energy you have first thing in the morning" I joked when she finally let me free.

Thanks to hyeni and her cheerful personality I could give my mind a break until lunch break, and that when I confirmed all my worry.

The whole atmosphere was different, and awkward at our table. It started when we approached me and Hyeni, and the boys get silent which was already odd and unusual.

But that didn't change or can I say worsened!!

Even Hyeni who was unaware of the situation get an idea that something is going on.

Everyone eat their lunch with minimum to no speaking and no speaking is just aplicked to both me and Taehyung.

Neither of us utter a word, even when the others present in the table tried breaking this dead silent, it didn't work.

It feels like it's not my group, like I'm an outsider sitting together with strangers.

And the main subject, Mr Taehyung didn't say or even look in my direction and that makes me boile inside.

How can someone change to this extreme? I can't believe we were so close but changed to complete strangers.

After a moment of no visible change I get fed up and decided to spare him this torture and get out of here.

I took my plate and without a single word I liberate my place and head to where I can put it and didn't turn to see what they would say.

Just when I pose the plate and turn to head out, I dump to someone. I was quick to apologise but when I looked up it was Joe.

"It's ok, no big deal"

I forced a smile, and we stayed there catching up on things since we didn't had any classes together today.

Talking with him always felt good especially since he is the only human guy I know and talk to but something feels weird.

I turn and my eyes made contact with Taehyung for the first time today, but I wish I didn't.

Eyes red, hand in grip on the table and body on edge. Is he about to attack?

I panicked, hoping he doesn't do anything reckless after all we are in school and the rules are really strict when this much human are concerned.

"Jeanine, are you ok?" Joe touch my arm concerned but that wasn't the right moment at all as Taehyung didn't miss that simple gest.

He stormed our way making his Betas Jongkook and Jimin on garde of what he would do. But they didn't follow him so that they won't make a scene.

confused and worried of what his reaction would be, I close my eyes expecting everything but nothing happen?

I open my eyes to find no Taehyung!!

I looked around confused, my eyes searching eagerly for him but no sign of him in this big cafeteria.

I turn to the door, thinking of following him but then that I remember the presence of Joe.

How can I forget him?

"Sorry Joe, but I need to go. see you around"

I hurried out, not even waiting for what he would say.

Mate or not, either he accept this link or not, I don't care anymore. I need to check on him.