I promise you

Its hard to start a good conversation, especially if you want to end up in good terms.Tomorow is monday and Im gonna make the move to talk to her. Never in my life have I  been scared to talk to a girl, but this isnt just any girl its my mate. Ive been in my bedroom for the past 6 hours and nothing. I got frustrated, started pulling my hair and fell onto my bed. 

This is frustrating, Im never going to talk to my mate. MY mate for gods sake. I wonder if she feels the pull? can she smell my scent? does she awknoledge me? All these questions go through my mind at once. 

I close my eyes and hear my door open." Ok, whats wrong" Mars comes and sits on my  bed. I trust mars with everything Ive got. Story time. I get up and sit by my window and as easy as 1, 2, and 3 , i say " I found my mate Mars"  He gets up and hugs me. He wont be hugging me after I tell him I CANT talk to her. 

"Thats great man!, whos the lucky gal? I turn to see him and his eyes are as big as a toads or a little kid whos about to receive his chirstman gift for the first time . I sight and tell him " Its umm Valerie" 

"who?" Great he dosent know her, wait I remember Adriane telling me she didnt use her name but last. " its umm the girl I asked you about" I scratch my head, sit down and prepare myself for a long chat. Im pretty sure Mars wont let me leave this room without knowing for sure that I will talk to her.

"Oh that girl, whoah I expected someone else but ok, how did you know.Do tell your best amigo" he crossed his leg threw a pillow on his lap and sat silently waiting for me to answer. I laugh and realize that he looks like a kindergardner doing criss cross apple sauce. " I knew when I walked in the cafeteria, I think or before that. Once we got to the parking lot." I explain to him the accident she had and  the  Marcarious part .Mars eyed me and listened attentively, which Im grateful for cus I know he cares. 

Once I finished, he said " Well Im surprised Marcarious is actually  helping you, sorry to say But im not surprise she did that... Look Klyde I know shes your mate and all but she has issues. Like really big ones and Im glad to know your gonna help her out" Thats the thing what issues! I know nothing of her. "what issues? what kinds?" I was eager to know! I needed to help her in any way possible.

"  I wish to tell you but I cant and no one will, Adrine told you this. You have to find out, and now that you know shes your mate, thats more of a  reason to get at her man!" I laughed " if only it were that simple ahhh " 

"hey gotta go, man. Your dad wants me to check for rouges" He got up, but before he could leave, I grabed his arm. and asked " but how do I talk or approach her?" 

He chuckles and says " Find a way, theres always a way Klyde"  he leaves me there. Nice. Thank you Mars for that brilliant chat!. Now, for a way to approach her..........

I have no classes with her! WHY. Why torture me? Well that has to change. Actually thats going to change right now. 

Its been a week! and week without seeing her and  Its killing me , I want to see her face, those eyes , that smell. Its friday and  Im desperate, I have to see  her face at least . Thats it. I run down stairs and run  towards the woods. I needed a run, my inner wold needed to clear its mind out.

WOLF* Go find her! 

Me* yeah why not  google her! -______- 

wofl* dumb brute... we need our mate!!

me* well nah! you dont say..

wolf* your too sarcastic...... 

me* me!? we both are, have you forgotten I'm you and your me?

Wolf* ( nothing)

Me* hello? 

wolf* ( nothing) 

me* ignore me why dont you.....

wolf* i dont know you.......anymore........

agh if only I had a understanding wolf, I run and stop behind a tree and change. My wolf sences tingle and I smell Macarious. "Yes?" He moves to  my right " well just thought you should know, shes ok." Thats it OK?! no more details. I turn to face him and I notice that he looks tired. As if he hadnt slept in years. " Have you been sleeping?" he sighs and sits down and rest his head on a tree." no i havent actually. funny you should ask " 

What why? Now that I think about it, I dont think Ive seen him at school. But why? " why? " He turns to me " Valeria has been having nightmares and Ive been with her trying to calm her down, Idk why but I cant seem to calm her down" Idiot of course you cant idiot thats my job. " take  me to her" He frowns at my remark, but he has no choice, hes on my land and Im to be official Alpha in a few weeks. " I dont know,,,, she is a heavy sleeper and wont know but fine ok. Im sure you can calm her down more than me" 

We both get up and he starts to lead. As we walk I think about my mate and how lonely she must be. How she must be needing someone. I really need find out more about her. Note to self. Find out more obout Valerie. 

We approach this nice house, we enter and walk upstairs. As I go up I immediately catch her scent. I close my eyes and make the best of the moment. We stop at her door he tells me "wait here" I wait for a few moments and hear faint screams. Hurry upbut  to change my worry , I think about the guys being in her room. Those thoughts only made my wolf growl in anger. I hated the thought of someone grabbing, touching, or hugging my mate. He comes out " Ok come in but be quiet and leave before sunrise"

I walk into her room and see things on the wall, pictures, lamps etc. I notice my mate in her bed yelling and tossing. I lay on the side of her bed and stroke her arms. As i do that i feel tingles and she begins to calm down. As I relax so does she, so I put one arm around her waste and stroke her hair with my free hand. I enjoy the momment and admire her. Her beauty is beyond compare and I wish I got to know her better. As time goes by I notice she grips on the bed covers. Looks like someone has nightmares.

Its 6;30 and i feel sad leaving her, but this isnt the last time but the first of many more. She would kill me if she knew I came into her bedroom and slept beside her. I kiss her cheek and close the door behind me. 

As I leave I whisper " Nighty night Val" 

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Aww he gave her a nickname already!!!!! how cute....... So hows Valerie gonna act ??? well see next chapter ....... COMMENT pleaseeeeeee and vote!