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Gales P.O.V 

Definition of Mate: your soulmate, the love of your life  blah blah blah thats not the real definition of  mate.Pshh the love of my life yeah right! As if I stopped loving my mate once he said he didnt love me, well he didnt exactly say that. But he choosed his best friend over me! His mate! See I hoped that he would come back and make things better but noo. That little spaz just ruined things, Im not saying that Im happy with what happend to her and her family but Agh! shes the reason why I cant be with him! 

I hate loving him when I hate him! I hate him for many reasons but mostly because he kinda, sorta, not really left me. The BBQ was suppose to idk help? It made things worse. The bond is getting worse. Everything is getting worse. MY life for freaks sake is getting worse. 

I hate lying to Mars and Klyde. Never in my life have I lied to my boys. Yes MY boys, I grew up with those guys mostly Mars seeing as Klyde left for a long time. I swear I didnt recognize Klyde when he walked in. He grew ALOT and when I say Alot I mean ALOT- ALOT. See when we were younger Mars was always the strong buff one, even as a teen he had nice body. However Klyde well he wasnt ugly, not even he was  very handsome but he wasnt very leen or muscular like Mars. But now DAM hes hot! and that says alot! I dont usually say that too much. When you shift for the first time everything changes and grows and boy did he grow! He went from not skinny nor fat but to idk just perfection. He has nice toned muscles and just nice body figure. Hes not too buff but you can tell the guy works out. Hes hair and eyes just seem different. Klydes hair is light brown with bits of  dark brown and his eyes are blue. Not the normal clear blue or stormy blue but a sea blue, like a mixture of blue and green. What I love about Klyde is that hes oblivious to his looks.. If only he say himself like we see him . The guy is a total gentlemen and the best dude alive. Wish i could say the same thing about my "MATE" 

Mars is totally different from Klyde. This dude is a chick magnet not that Klyde isnt but this dude is a ladies man. Psh I feel sorry for his mate. Those  guys are my boys and Im thankful for having them yet im not so thankful having a heartless "mate" 

If I could get my hands on him, I'd show him whos the boss. This is exactly why I cant and should not have a mate. I'm too violent, my genes are just anti-mate ... never had more than 3 boyfriends in my life. Thats how sad I am. Its not that Im not  pretty. Not saying Im ugly. I think green eyes and pail skin can/will suffice! and dont forget the waky hair. right now its currently orange. I get up take my clothes off piece by piece and shift

Wolf: lets pounce a deer please!

Me: thought you'd never ask