I wasted my time with you. Like honestly, I should of never even thought about liking you. It's honestly not even my fault. You're the one who called out to me. Grabbing my attention and making me stare into your precious eyes. It felt like you stuck a Cupid arrow up my ass. I fell so hard for you. Correction: I'm falling hard for you. I don't even know why I've liked you for so long because you've never ever seen me like that. Even when I'm trying to get away from you or get over you, I somehow come back to you. My friends say I have a soft spot for you. I'm not going to lie, I have an extreme soft spot for you because we've been through so much and I feel like you're the only one that's still here for me after everything that's happened. You were there when I had no one, you were there when my week was so shitty I could almost smell it and you were there when I didn't even want to leave my room. You. No one else but you. And that's why I still like you. You're the only thing that makes me smile in this shitty life! The only thing that kills me about us is that you don't realize how I feel about you, so we're just best friends. Just fucking best friends.
