Chapter 2

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Lacey's POV

It's been 2 weeks since I told Harry we needed a break and I don't think I can last much longer without talking to him.

Chloe and I went and had our casts removed last week.

I've been feeling very depressed since I haven't been talking to Harry, I just want to die.

Zayn and Chloe took Darcy to the park, so I'm all alone.

I walked upstairs and walked into the bathroom not bothering to shut the door since I'm alone.

I looked in the mirror, I look horrible.

My hairs knotted up in a messy bun, and I've got a few pimples but I don't have a reason to look any better.

I opened the cabinet and grabbed a bottle of pain pills and poured them into my hand.

I had to have atleast 30 pills in my hand

I sat on the side of the tub thinking my decision through.

I'd be leaving Darcy, and Chloe, and dad.

I'd be letting them down.

I'd be leaving this cruel world.

They don't need me. they don't love me.

No one loves me.

No one will miss me.

I reached my hand up to my face and opened my mouth ready to swallow every last pill and die.

Right before I put the pills in my mouth Harry walked into the bathroom

"Lacey what are you doing?! stop!" he yelled grabbing my hand and slinging the pills out of them

"No stop! I want to die!" I yelled tears spilling out of my eyes

Once I was no longer holding any pills harry picked me up and held me in his arms

After a few moments harry carried me downstairs and sat me on the couch and went back upstairs to clean up my mess I'm guessing

After a moment he walked back downstairs and picked me up off of the couch and setting me in his lap

"Why are you here" I asked

"I couldn't go any longer without you, Chloe and zayn took Darcy so I could surprise you and we could talk, I didn't think if walk in on you trying to kill yourself" he said half sarcastically

"Why would you do that?" he asked

"Because I don't want to live in a world without you. It's not like anyone would miss me" I sighed

"Lacey, are you stupid?" he began "your daughter wouldn't remember you, she'd have to grow up without you, and Chloe, she'd end up going insane! And your dad would be so upset."

"They would get over it"

"No they wouldn't. And I wouldn't be able to live without you either. how would you like for the news headlines to be 2 deaths in 1 week. because I'm not staying if your not with me" he said

"Lacey will you please forgive me and take me back?" harry asked looking into my eyes

"Depends" I said

"On what?" he asked

"Get 1D back together, Let Zayn continue to live with us, and buy me a cat."

"Zayn can stay. I'll have to talk to all of the boys, and a cat really?" harry said

"Yes! I've always wanted a kitty!" I smiled

"Okay" harry smiled kissing me sweetly

"Did you clean up the bathroom?" I asked

"No I'll do it later"

Then Chloe and Zayn walked in with Darcy

"Hey you too!" Chloe smirked handing Darcy to Harry and running up the stairs

"Where are you going?" I asked

"I have to pee!" Chloe laughed running faster

Zayn sat down next to Harry

A few minutes later Chloe came walking back down the stairs

"Uhm.. why are there pills scattered all over the bathroom?" Chloe asked

"I don't know, Lacey would you like to explain?" harry said

"No harry don't she'll be pissed!" I whispered to harry

"Lacey tried to kill herself while you were gone, if I hadn't walked in we wouldn't have her with us right now" harry said

"You what?!" Chloe yelled standing in front of me

"I'm sorry!" I yelled back

"Okay" Chloe breathed

"Your not mad?" I asked

"Of course I am." Chloe smiled getting closer to me and slapping me in the face "DONT EVER THINK ABOUT LEAVING ME AGAIN BITCH ILL FUCK YOU UP." she yelled

"Okay I'm sorry!" I yelled back

"Come here" Chloe said opening her arms

I got up and hugged her tightly

"Bitch if you die I swear to god I'll bring your sorry ass back and kill you again understand" she whispered in my ear

"Ok" I said back hugging tighter

"Do you want to bring 1D back? We've been gone a little over a month, let's just say we took a break" Harry said to Zayn

"Yeah man let's do it" zayn smiled

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