Heal my Heart

18. Hating my life!

MATURE CONTENT. Read at your risk. I'm nobody to stop you.

Just a W-A-R-N-I-N-G !!

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Nandini

I watch him getting up from my bed and coming towards me. No. No. Please don't come close to me. He smirked at me before opening his black blazer and spinning it into the air. All time his eyes fixed on me.

"So already scared of me?" He asked caging me with his arms on my both sides. I don't know what to answer him or stay shut. If I stay shut then as usual he will hurt me for not obeying him, for not answering his question. So I shook my head.

"Awe you should be." He said calmly. "I thought we would do this on our wedding night but you called for it. So bear it now slut !" He roared near my ears which made my eyes shut instantly.

He made me turn around gripping on my shoulder. It still hurt where he held last time and again he is gripping there only. But I kept my mouth shut. I felt him unzipping my kurti. No. Not again. Tears rolled my eyes knowing that there was nothing I can do about this. Once again he will ruin my dignity.

When the chain was unzipped, I felt his lips on my back. He started sucking and biting. I shut my eyes tightly to suppress the pain gripping the handle of the door from both of my hands. I know the blood will come out soon. The skin there must have turned red colour by now.

I can't let this happen once more. No I can't. I'll escape. Slowly I turned the doorknob and was about to open the door when he placed his one hand on the door and another wrapped around my waist. Soon I felt his tongue all the way to my earlobe. "I told you we would complete today what we started, didn't I?!"

All I want is to run away..Far away. A place where he won't be able to find me or even won't be able to hurt me. Suddenly I heard a sound of tearing clothes. Then I realised he has already toar apart my kurti so it slide down to the the floor leaving me in only my b*a and leggings.

I quickly crossed my hands over my body trying to cover it all. He harshly turned me around facing him and pinned my hands above my head on the door. I tried to relieve my hands out of his grasp but he didn't let go. Defeated by my continuous attempts I gave up.

"You don't need to hide when I have already seen all of it. Remember that night?!" He said which did nothing brought back the dreadful memories. I shut my eyes tightly trying not to get a panic attack again.

I felt him release my hands but not even a second after I felt my hands being tied on the either sides of the door. I opened my eyes and looked at both my hands then at him. He had his smirk on his face. I tried to move my hands but it was tied too tight.

"Now run away slut. How would you.. let me see?!" He asked sarcastically. "Please let me go" I said in my cracked voice. But I knew it's no point to tell him. "And why do you think I'll do that?!" He asked gritting his teeth squeezing my br*st over the fabric. I let out a scream feeling pain there. But he didn't budge rather he started squeezing it more harshly.

"Please.." I again said sobbing hard. "Just shut or I will myself do the honours!" He roared gritting his teeth. While his hands gone on my back. And his lips goes down to my neck. He bites there making me scream in pain all over again.

"You won't listen right?" He unclipped my b*a. I shut my eyes feeling disgusting to be touched by him again.

Suddenly he untie me, I immediately open my eyes to look at him. "I own your body. Do you get it?" He said bending down and biting on my one br*st caging me again with his arms. He doesn't own me. Not now. Not ever. But what can i say to him? I can't say that to him or he will kill me. And I very well know what all he is capable off.