Heal my Heart

17. Failed Attempt

Nandini

That guy. Why he had to save me? Why? I was happy that finally I will get rid of everything but guess what that guy had to ruin everything.

But one thing about that guy was his eyes. His oceanic eyes of blackish colour was so intense. They were so deep. His eyes when rested on me, I felt as if he can see right through me. Like if he would look into my eyes then he would already know about my life. My messed up life.

I don't want anyone to know about my past nor my life so I panicked when his eyes landed on my neck. He frowned when he saw the bandaid over there. I feared that he would figure out that something was wrong with me but I think he couldn't because I stood up on the right time.

Already I have too many people to walk upon me that I won't let one more to add on that list so I lashed out at him even after knowing that he didn't do anything wrong in his point of view. He just saved a life. Nothing else but for me it is big deal. I didn't want to live anymore.

The way I shouted at him that made him a little angry and he gripped my shoulders. It still hurt a lot. Those were the spot where Yuvi had hurt me. I winched in pain. I regretted the next moment not being able to control my pain when he noticed it and immediately left my shoulders. Something passed through his eyes which were on me. I noticed it was guilt. Before he could say anything or figure out anything, I ran away.

Right now I'm driving back to home. I don't know why? But I know for the fact that if I will run away then also they will always find me. One is my so called parents and other is that jerk Yuvi, both are in business that makes them powerful and I know for sure they ought to have their connections all over the world so probably there is no place where I can hide away from them. And if they found me doing that, they will torture me worst that I ever imagined.

It's better if I return back home right at the moment and hope that they haven't found me missing.

Manik

Coming out of my idiotic gaping session in the direction she left, I ran my hand in my hair frustratingly for not being able to know the reason behind her problem. I know it's not my business to know what the hell is happening in her life but watching her pulling out this stunt is really big deal. She was trying to suicide and there must be some strong reason behind this. And the feeling that crossed my heart to protect her is something strange for me. I felt a unknown connection with her. God knows what's happening with me. I about to loose my mind for sure. So much of thought prosesing.

I walked up to my car and just drove to my house. After 10 mins of driving i reached in front of my mansion. Parking the car i walked inside. Suddenly her face flashed through my eyes. I halt in my way. Now what is it?!

I blinked my eyes twice and finally got her face out of my head. I felt someone in my chest, almost crushing me in the process. I looked down only to find Mukti in my arms.

"Ohh god Mukti..I can't breathe" I said dramatically holding her. She broke the hug and rolled her eyes at my response.

"So drama queen where were you?" She asked walking with me. That's when her face again flashed through my eyes. Suddenly I felt a poke on my right arm which brought me back to earth. "Now where are you lost?" she asked raising her eyebrow.

"Umm nowhere just you know the hilltop" I said. Reaching the lounge area i found everyone siting and chit chatting. 

"Dad he is home!" Mukti informed getting attention of everybody. Everyone looked a me and smiled.

"So how was your day?" Mommy asked on which i replied "tiring". 

"ohh so Manik go and freshen up,  dinner is ready." Mom informed standing up with Mommy. "okay mom" i replied back and stood up ready to go upstairs when Mukti interrupted. "I will come with you" she said which was strange. But I shrugged it off and nodded.