My Sadist Lover

3 - Comeback?

"F*ck." mura ko at halos manginig ang kamay ko sa pag pulot ng cellphone kong nahulog sa pagkabigla.

"H-hello kuya? Y-you're kidding me right?"

"I'm sorry baby, but we need you here. We want you here."

"Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi kuya? Nakapag enroll na kami." dahilan ko pero ang totoo ay ayoko na talagang bumalik pa ako. Kahit na naisip ko na darating ang araw na to, ang pag babalik ko, sa tingin ko hindi ko pa kaya.
"That's okay baby, ako ng bahala jan."

"But kuy-"

"Please baby, I know ayaw mo pa pero, please para sa amin?"

"Pag iisipan ko kuya."

"I already booked your ticket baby. Sa makalawa na ang flight mo."

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"Kung yun ang gusto ng family mo, then why don't you go home?"

"Kasi tita, hindi pa po ako handa." pag aamin ko rito.

Sa loob ng nakalipas na maraming taon, napalapit na ako ng husto sa kanila. Isa rin sila sa mga dahilan kung bakit ayoko pang umuwi.

"Baka naman kaya ka pinapa-uwi ng kuya mo dahil malapit na rin naman ang birthday niya. Baka gusto niyang makasama ka."

"Sabagay. Pero kasi, pwede namang siya na lang uli ang pumunta dito diba?"

Noon kasi ay pumupunta na lang siya dito sa amin kapag birthday niya o sa akin.

Hhyy. Ano ba naman to, akala ko okay na ako sa papamuhay ko ngayon. Bakit ba naman kasi ngayon pa eh pwede namang saka na kapag nakapag move on ay este nakapag tapos na ako.

"Oh siya, matulog na kayo at nang makapag pahinga na kayo."

"Goodnight po." Saad naman namin ni yassi.

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Kinaumagahan ay maaga akong umalis ng bahay. Nag iwan ako ng notes na uuwi ako ng gabi na.

I was walking along the highway when I heard someone calling my first name! It is my first time again to hear that name of mine. Who could possibly be?

I turn around and then I got chills all over my face when I saw the most handsome guy I've ever seen in this town. How can he be so gorgeous with those dark brown eyes, pointed nose and a peck of kissable lips? Jusko! Anghel ba itong nasa harap ko? Nasagasaan ba ako habang naglalakad? Nahold up ba ako at sinaksak? Bat may ganitong klaseng nilalang ang nandito sa harap ko?

"Kate! I've been calling your name and thank God you turn around already. Thought I'm going to lose my voice hahaha!"
Those husky voice, perfect accent and sexy laugh! HEAVEN GOD!
"HEY!" he snap.

"What? Do I know you?" Mataray kong sagot. Masyado na ata akong nag drool sakanya. Hy.

"We've been classmate for like a month last year!" He excitedly said.

"And so? Do you need anything from me?" Nakaka bored naman to kausap. Buti sana kung Filipino.

"Wala naman. I just notice one thing from you, Tu es vraiment beau."(You are really beautiful.)

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako dapat magulat, sa ganda niya mag tagalog o sa binanggit niyang mga katagang gamit ang frances. Hindi naman sa bago sakin ang ganito pero bakit may naaalala ako sa lalaking to? The way he talks and stand. He remind me of him. Just a bit difference from their appearance.

Tatalikod na sana ako para umalis kaso bigla niya na lang akong hinawakan sa kamay. Instincts know what to do. Inagaw ko yung kamay niya para mabilibid ko ito sakanyang likod and then he started to scream.

"Ah ah ah! Hey I-I just n-need to te-tell you something!"

"What is it?"

"Aahhh! That hurts! Let go of me!" And so I did.

"Aaww."

"Make it faster!" He flinch as I raised my voice to him.

"I was tasked to asked you if you would want to lead our group. You were a legend before and we still can't believe that you've left your group in the philippines. We need a leader just like you. We are hopeless you are our only hope." He pleaded and I was surprise for what he said.

I miss the feeling of being part of this kind of group. I miss the feeling of being the boss especially in the underground world. Should I accept it?

Shoot. If I accept this, I can't go back to the philippines yet and I'm not ready too.

Which comeback will I choose?