My Forced Abortion

The changes

*sniff sniff* what is that smell? It's making me want to vomit! Before I got pregnant I used to love the smell of cocoa butter, pumpkin spice, and gingerbread. But now when I get a sniff of those fragrances I gag. I hated mornings too. Every morning I felt extremely sick, I just wanted to stay in bed. Good thing it was a Saturday. Oh no! My moms gonna want to go shopping with me today! I can't go shopping! She'll find out I'm growing! What am I gonna do? I know, I'll just go to Bath and Body Works! Ugh no, smells make me sick. I guess I'll just sit this one out, I thought. So I just got up and ran a bath. As I sat in the bathtub, I said to myself "damn, I'm getting big fast!" I sat back and relaxed as the hot water relaxed my muscles. As soon as I relaxed, the baby kicked, and then kicked.  It was almost like it was playing with me. So I poked the spot next to my belly button and it kicked me again. This was fun, I started laughing, and that's the very moment I started to fall in love with my baby. I realized that if my family let me keep it, I would be responsible for a life. I started getting excited about the shopping, picking names, and the nursery. Until I thought about the reality of things. I'm still in high school. Everyone will talk about me, my friends won't want to hang out with me anymore. I'll have to figure something out after all.