Chapter 12
I woke up to feeling something gently stroking my cheek.
When I opened my eyes I saw Ethan with a sympathetic look on his face as he watched me.
I gave him a small smile and said "Hey."
He didn't say anything for a while but when he did, I could hear something in his voice that wasn't right.
Without saying anything he got up and walked out of the room, leaving me hurt and confused that he walked out like he did.
I bit back the tears and decided that he didn't want me here so I grabbed my stuff and walked down stairs only to hear Ethan and the blond-haired boy talking to each other.
"She act like nothing bad happened last night."
"Dude, didn't you stop to think that maybe she doesn't want to dwell on what happened?"
I heard Ethan sigh as he said "She said 'hey' to me a few minutes ago and I couldn't bring myself to say anything because I knew she was still really upset."
The other dude sighed and said "Why don't you go talk to her. She's probably up there thinking that you hate her."
I quickly went back to his room with my suitcase and sat on the bed and waited to see if he would come up here.
I sat there and stared at the floor not wanting to look at anything else.
I heard Ethan's door open and when I looked up, I saw Ethan standing there watching me while being cautious.
It was silent for a couple minutes before I said "You can come sit beside me Ethan. I promise I won't bite."
Ethan sighed and said "You need to leave Jess."
I felt like I was punched in the gut because I couldn't breath.
I knew pain was on my face when I looked at Ethan because he looked sad but I couldn't tell for sure.
I looked away and said "Why do you want me to leave?"
Ethan started pacing around and then stopped before saying "Jess you have a home. My cousin is staying with me for a month or two and I don't know how much room we'll have. Just go home."
I could feel tears fall as I said "I would if I had a home but my brother kicked me out and told me that I was on my own."
I heard Ethan sigh as he said "I can't have you here Jess. Just please leave. For me?"
I looked up and saw his face was pleading me to leave.
I took in a shaky breath and said "I don't know where I'll go but if it makes you happy, then I will leave."
Ethan walked over to me and said "You're welcome to come and visit anytime you want to ok?"
I nodded and said "I'm going to go so I'll see you later."
He nodded and I stood up before grabbing my bag and heading towards the door.
Before I walked out I turned to Ethan and said "I love you."
He walked over to me and cupped my face in his hands and said "I love you too Jess. Be safe for me please?"
I felt like I wanted to cry as I said "I promise I will."
He kissed me gently and I walked out of the room and down the stairs.
Without saying anything else, I opened the door and walked out without saying anything else.
I didn't get far from Ethan's house when I collapsed to the ground with tears streaming down my face.
I felt alone and unloved because my brother despised me and my boyfriend wouldn't let me stay with him.
I was shaking really bad and no matter how much I wanted to stop shaking, I couldn't.
I stayed on the ground of two hours before decided to find a place to sleep for the night.
When I went to stand up I ended up falling to the ground but someone grabbed me and helped me until I could feel my feet again.
I looked up and saw Ethan standing there with a sad expression on his face.
"W-w-what a-are y-y-you d-do-i-ing E-Ethan?"
He picked me up and said "I'm letting you stay with me because I know you don't have much money and you have no where else to go to so you're staying with me and my cousin."
I started crying again after that, but it wasn't from sadness. It was from happiness.
I was glad to have someone to actually care about me.
Ethan carried me to his house and he carried me up to his room before placing me on the bed.
He gently kissed me before saying "I'll go get you bag ok?"
I nodded and before I could even blink, he was gone.
Minutes later he came back and dropped my bag on the floor and laid by me on the bed.
I snuggled into him and kissed his neck before saying "Thank you Ethan."
He gently rubbed my back and said "I'm sorry for what I did and said to you Jess."
I smiled up at him and kissed him for a few minutes before saying "I know how you can make it up to me."
He raised his eyebrow and asked "How?"
I smiled and straddled him before saying "Oh trust me I can think of at least half a dozen things to do that will help you make it up to me."
He smirked up at me and said "Oh you're so bad Jessie."
I smiled and said "I know but that's why you love me."
He pulled me against him and kissed me firmly on my mouth. I moaned and pulled him even closer, deepening the kiss.
Minutes after our heavy make out, Ethan pulled our shirts off and unclasped my bra before kissing me again.
I moaned and sat up before pulling back and unzipping his pants.
I pulled them down along with his boxers and straddled him again.
I smirked down at him and said "I like this."
He groaned and said "You know how to turn a guy on just by talking the way you do Jess."
I smiled and unzipped my pants and pulled them down along with my underwear.
I could feel the heat of his body as I positioned myself above him.
I place him at my entrance and pushed down. I moaned as he slide inside me and we began moving together.
Ethan grasped my hips and shoved himself deeper into me, causing me to come quicker than I wanted to.
I collapsed against him, breathing heavily as I said "I love you Ethan."
He kissed my forehead and said "I love you too Jess."
The last thing I did was fall asleep on top of Ethan with him still inside me.
