"Really perfection is only just impossibility."
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Sometimes I'm happy to be alone. Glad even that I'm able to enjoy me-time in peace.
Other times I feel so lonely that I can't breathe without enduring the emp...
I've been sick for the last week so it has taken some time and effort to write this chappy. Hope you like it!
Song above is Heart by Sleeping At Last play at end scene/Sliz scene!
Also, I'd like to dedicate this chappy to popcorn5R for her many, many votes on Life is Liz. Thank you! If you are a Bex shipper you might like this chapter!
So, I'd made the decision to never see Sam again. The thing was just that he was still very much oblivious of this fact. I hadn't told him yet. Simply because I didn't know how.
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How could I tell him that I refused to spend more time with him, but that it didn't have anything to do with him? The It's-not-you-it's-me cliché. No, I couldn't pull this shit on someone like him. He would deny it, refuse to believe me, try to show me otherwise.
Maybe I should take a different approach.
Doing it via text messages though wasn't right, plus, I couldn't ignore him forever either. Even when the prospect of doing it face to face filled me with unsettling nervousness I was morally obliged to do it.
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My heart clenched in my chest as I put my phone down. It was better this way. I wasn't good for him. I'd just tear him down with me into the darkness of my brain.
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