Joker's Ace (sequel to Joker's weakness)

Chapter 57: Can't Break What's Broken

I woke up in the front seat of a van. I rubbed my eyes. Was all that a dream? I would never in a million fucking years kiss Blade. I looked over to see Joker driving. "What happened?" I asked. "You fell asleep in your mans arms." Joker told me. "Oh my god." I said as I rubbed my face.

I turned around to see none of the henchmen in the back of the van. We sat in awkward silence for like ever. "I'm assuming you want to talk about this?" I ask him. "I would say you do you, but it seems like Blade already has." He replied with a little shrug.

I just kinda looked at him. "Are you mad?" I finally asked. He laughed a little. "Mad that your lover was also your kidnapper or mad that you're pregnant?" He asked. He obviously was at least a little mad.

I sighed. "You're not going to hurt Blade are you?" I asked. "You were just wanting me to kill him a few days ago. Now you're having sex with him." Joker said. "Don't say sex. It's weird when you say it." I told him. "Well that's what it was." He replied.

"So you're just gonna assume I had sex with Blade?" I asked. At this point I had tears in my eyes. He shrugged. "What would you call it?" He asked. I continued to look at him with tears in my eyes but he just paid attention to the road. I also shrugged. "I don't know rape?" I told him. He glanced at me.

"So if that was true, Why are you making out with your rapist and letting him touch all over you?" He asked. I turned my head to look out the window. He again glanced at me. "You think I'm lying?" I asked. "I just want to know why you let him do that." He replied.

"I don't know." I replied quietly. "You don't know?" He asked. "I don't think I stuttered." I told him. He smiled. "What do you want me to tell you? I love being touched all over be him? Or I'm afraid that if I don't let him he's gonna rape me again?" I asked.

He didn't say anything. "I think it's funny how you're mad. But it's your fault I'm pregnant." I told him. "Yes because I definitely wanted you to be like this." He said sarcastically. "Maybe if you actually looked for me when he kidnapped me everything would be fine." I said.

"How would have I known where you were?" He asked. "You're the fucking Joker. If you wanted to find me real fast you could have." I replied. "Ever think there was a reason?" He asked. "For you not saving me? Hopefully because you actually couldn't find me." I told him.

"I want you to understand." He said. I waited for him to add on but he never did. "Understand what?" I asked. "Never mind." He replied. "Wait!" I said. I thought for a second. "I fucking see it now!" I yelled.

I closed my eyes and sighed. I needed to chill out before I rip his head off. "You want me to be like you. You want me to get broken down and turn into you. I see it now. But you can't do it can you?" I asked. He didn't answer.

"It was all you even from the beginning. All the bad things it was you!" I told him. He shrugged. "You never broke. For that I am every surprised." He said. "You can't break what's broken." I said as I glare at him.