Journey to Fame (Finished)

This feels so right

The light is too much for my eyes to handle this early in the morning, so I close them again and let my pupils get smaller. I open them again, and feel Josh's arms wrapped loosely around my body. This feels so good, this feels so right. I wish it was like this forever, to have him forever.

I roll over to face him, his arms still round me. "I love you" I whisper into his ear, it doesn't matter because he's asleep, all the time he's asleep, he hasn't got a clue what I'm saying.

He finally begins to open his eyes. He smiles at me and squeezes me against his warm body. He kisses my forehead add I kiss his chest. My lips presses gently onto his chest and I can feel him breathing slowly and calmly.

I look up at him, and he cups my face, presses his lips to mine and kisses me, I do not hesitate to kiss him back and we lie there starting into each other's eyes. The question is do we tell the others?

It's raining heavily outside, when we finally get up to go and get ready. I jump in the shower first because it's going to take me longest to get ready.

The doorbell rings and the door opens to let JJ enter. I don't see why he bothers to ring the doorbell, he lets himself in anyway.

Today is going to be a lazy day. All of us lying on the sofa, days like this are definitely the best. Let Her Go rings out of my phone and I immediately answer it.

"You," someone says sounding very annoyed and like they have been crying. "How could you do this to me? You're such a two faced little bitch, did you know that?"

"Actually no I didn't," I answer slightly annoyed by what I have just been called. "Who is this anyway?"

"It's me Lauren, the girl you betrayed."

"Sorry I'm still lost, I know too many Laurens that I have betrayed." I say sarcastically.

"Lauren Crocker. You do remember me right? You used to work with me, before you went with those idiotic boys and robbed my life." She goes on a massive rant but all I can think about is how she just called my big brothers idiotic.

"Look Lauren, I know who you are, now you listen to me. It's one thing to call me names, but you don't insult my boys. With that I hung up.

I look up and see that my boys are all starting at me looking a little confused and worried."Don't worry," I say before they all start asking questions.

To calm me down, I think back to when I woke up this morning. Why being called a two faced bitch doesn't matter. This is my life now, I know who I want to be in it.